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i enjoy staying at home... maybe is cause i can be myself at home... nothing to hind... alone at my room... can laugh when i wish to... can cry when i need to...
i really don't know wat i want now... every night can't stop thinking of u... everynight can't don't cry to slp... hated that feeling... hated that u enter my life (giving lots of happiness), and left my life (giving me so much pain)... i really don't know i know u is gd or bad?? if don't know u, i won't know life can be so happy with lot of love u given me, can't forget the days you given me lots of happiness.... but also can't forget how u left me without any reasonable reason... just that we r not suitable... then may i ask, wat is call suitable?? there is lots of thing i don't know... am i a lousy gf?? but i am trying my best in everything to let u be happy... maybe we wasn't meant to be... maybe we r just together to learn relationship....
i don't know... i am trying to let go everything... yet i can't.... the memories is there... the pain is there.... its not easy... somemore have to face u in the morning when u don't even wish to face or talk to me.... i hated it.... my working pal say u two break?? i say yup... she say she don't know y i have choosen him... he is not gd... i tell her i am his first gf... she say aiyo, u kanna cheated aready la... he sure lie you one... when i heard that wat some ppl think of him, i really can't believe wat i heard... so he is that bad in those gal eyes... so i am the stupiq one who can't see that right??
i wants to find back my happiness... i want back my normal life... the usual carefree me... everyday happy go lucky... but............... i just can't.... how????????? its almost one month... yet i can't let go... how am i going on?? time?? is it that wat i need?? but i am getting worst day by day... so wat the hell it is... haix....
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