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25 September 2006

after one day of thots n asking around... i feel i just too stupiq... oh well, P***** have bf, but heard her bf is treating her say normal friend... i still believe my sixth sence although ppl saynot possible... yup... he today should be working but not here... at that moment, feel why am i still so care abt him... o well, should put a stop here... should't cause of that tree n don't give other tree any chances... working place have one cute guy, but quite, not bad, just broke up with gf 1 mth ago... oh man... wat am i trying to do... yao wang le yi ge nan sheng jiu yao ai shang qi ta de nan sheng ma?? if thats so easy, i don't mind trying... the problem is could i do it... i feel nowadays i am so not me... i do alots of thing, think alot of evil plans, just to get near him... i know i should not... forget it... wat i so mind abt yesterday is heard wat he ask abt her thing is same as wat he ask me last week... the same question... feel so cheated lo... ok... share one of my friend view of him... she say e is a gd guy... he have his way of thinking, very mature way of thinking... he has a girlfriend, studying no problem... life is like so smooth for him... maybe of that, he might forget wats the feeling he is giving other ppl... if thats so, its too selfish to me... all the feeling is just wrong... she still say his love life is 3 year le... yah, so wat if 3 years... i just have a friend have 4 year of love life with her bf, but broke up recently... ok la, accually wat if he broke off with her... i could't be his next choice ba... one of other friends say, my way of doing thing is like a child, he is so mature, just don't match... yup... i think so, but i believe one day there sure some one like this kind of me... accually, my way of viewing love is not the same as wat ppl know abt me... but anyway, that makes me open my heart abit... just foget him... we two just don't match, not matter wat... she ask me another question, don't hav any guy wants u meh?? i say this 3 years don't have any... she say maybe u view is too high... i say nope... she say maybe u should open up ur heart abit to let ppl go in... i don't wish.. thats hurts alots... but when faith come, hu knows wat will happen... my last conclude, i should forget him, one last time, and it should be a real one... anyway, i said b4, maybe leaving sushi tei is one way to forget him... yup, i am doing it now... 7 oct, maybe going to new sushi tei outlet... should be able to total forget abt him... hope to find back myself, the nice side of me soon... being evil too long... haha...

oh yah... energy auto on next tue... at bukit panjang... all must support... hope i can bang on F*******(EEEEE)... haha... and yup... this few day see one new show call er zuo ju zhi wen... feel i like this cute guy lo... his real name is wang dong cheng... in that show call ah jin... he is one of the member of a new boyband group call feilunheit... didn't know it until two days ago... shit... i hate this boyband ok... can imagine this cute guy accually is in it... oh man... nooo... i won't like this boyband... yes, i will only like that cute guy... haha... coming thur dinner at my working place with my friends... woohoo... looking forward to it... hehe... thats all... bye...

posted by ~ ("v") SuKi aKa x|aOy| ("v")
at ~ 2:30:00 AM