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08 March 2006

missing edison

stress... accounting make me real stress... have thot of giving up accounting... feel that i really make a wrong choice... accounting is not as simple as i think... nope, i nv thot is simple... but i thot i could make it over... but... its getting more n more difficult... some more the teacher... haiz... nv explain to me de... i miss her lesson 2 time... each time one topic... i got mc de lo... i go back to sch, tell her i have mc... she say u go learn ur self... don't know then ask her... when ask her, she speak as i owe her money like that... haiz... y bishan teacher r like that... prefer clementi de teacher... miss clementi there... just now go bugis as my friend wanna pass me milk cap... then sit 960 back to wdl... got pass by my clementi admire guy home there... lots of thot... yup... that guy that i used to love, i have make a wrong choice... which make me regret n won't forget my mistake 4 the rest of my life... we 2 do love each other as many reason can be seen... but we nv tell each other abt our feeling... we don't even talk to each other b4... just that, one week got few time, he sit same bus with me back home... how we met?? yup... bus back home too... still remember clearly... saw bus number 963, run n run n chase the bus b4 the bus go... then manage to hop into the bus... then saw him in the bus... first thot... hey... he look like edison okey... wow... hansome leh... hehe... then wonder wat sch he is from... as bus 963 also got pass by dover ite ma... then see him drop off at where... next day, saw him in sch... wow... haha... so happy... he is from our sch... hehe... told junlan abt it... and many thing happen la... he know i like him... i know he have feeling 4 me too, or at least he sometime look at me in some where... haha... well... long touching love story la... til one day... i know my friend friend like him too... she quite pretty... stay wdl too... same bus with us too... we took the bus... remember the bus is very crowded... i look at him, he look at me... that gal was somewhere near him... i look at the gal n i hint him... but he got wrong hint from me... i was wanna to hint him that, that gal like u, i jealous... but i think he get the hint as she is better, choose her ba... so... wait... that not the end yet... one day, call jun lan help me take his number... but he nv give her... i think he thot junlan wanna his number n also give him a thot that all the long is jun lan like him or wat... as junlan always follow me de ma... then thats was b4 june holiday... after june holiday, we back to sch... he n her, stead together le... don't know wat happen inbetween... well... thats it... i am wrong... i give up this yuan fen... i nv bao wo this yuan fen... i fully regreted... but wat can i do than?? they r together le... poor me... give up is the only road 4 me... think of it now... if time run back or even if it happen again now, i will nv keep silent ever again... no matter how pai sei... i will go n say to him abt my feeling... if he reject me... nvm... at least i try... haiz... that a whole life regret... if that time i bao wo yuan fen, and we r together... haha... can't imagine how happiness will i have now... he is the one that i love lots... he give me lots of hint that he love me... but... we both keep quite... n i did a wrong hint... thats it... my happiness is gone... haiz... wonder how r they now... still together?? miss him... haha... wonder wat r he doing now... maybe poly... as last year he grad on june le... and he is also few top student in higher nitec then... hope he is doing well... xin fu yu kuai le... wo xiang ye mei shen me le... no guys will like me now... if they do, do they can give me happiness that i want n need... i need a guy that can protect me n won't hurt me forever... don't think true love will happen on me... guys just don't like me... ha... maybe my expectation is too high... but nope... thats wat a simple gal wants... haiz... thats it... bye...

posted by ~ ("v") SuKi aKa x|aOy| ("v")
at ~ 8:24:00 PM