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06 November 2005

爱真的要勇气 ~ he gone back le

爱真的需要勇气, 才能******** 只要你一个眼神肯定, 我的爱就有意义... 我们都需要勇气来面对all the trouble...

this song i not so know la... just knwo abit... but wat i wanna say is, love need 勇气, watever we do we need 勇气... feel that i don't have... don't know wat am i thinking now... my heart went blur n pain from the time he left til now... feel like crying after he left... is not so bad, til i found my friend... we will sure talk abt energy... then there the word kunda come abt... i think n think, i suddenly say out i miss him now... and i almost cried... maybe is today that i nv personally pass the letter to him... maybe is just the normal reaction that i have after he left... that feeling is diam bad...

yesterday slp at 3am... today wake up at 8am... write letter 4 him... then bath n go airport le... b4 that, go buy bread eat... then reach airport, luckily they haven't go... nv miss their flight, if not i sure cry... haiz... their flight 110pm, they reach airport b4 1230pm... me stand near the door... there he come out of the van... first shuwei, ah di then him... i wanna give him, he nv saw it plus that diam f***ing secruity guard, push away my letter... today they nv touch my kunda hand... gd... but i still nv manage to give him my 2 letter... i think that idoit secruity have go back home n think of how to protect them in a better way... but no use de... teach u la, best way is u walk slower, give fans pass watever they wanna pass to them, i believe fans won't hurt them... then walk toward entry to vip check in there... again, me near him le, wanna give him the letter, diam secruity again push my letter, btw he that time also nv take letter le... i saw one fan plz him, he also nv look or take it... i saw he like abit xin ku... cause i saw him breath quite hard one time leh... haiz... is it u xin ku then nv take de?? or don't wish?? i know i always think too much... in both way, i hurts too... in no time, me was pushed to behind le... hai... then they went in le, then lots of fans call shuwei come n take letter n present... he nv wanna come n take lo... he heard lo... but just turn n say hi... lalala... then me give up le... then few sec, ahdi come over n take letter n present... missed it... shit de... hehe... this time round, ah di better... maybe 没有了末末了，果然不一样... 对了... 阿弟昨天好帅... 哈哈... maybe that the ah di he use to be b4 that... then i pass my letter to joanna... then she try calling again... then no response... i give up again... then i see like still got ppl inside leh, then call her try again... then this time, the person i don't ever wishes to give my letter to her, she come to take... accually is nothing de la... just scare she take le, won't give kunda, will throw away de... but i think again, hmmm, y will she ever boarder to come n take, when she will throw it away leh?? anyway, if nv give her, my letter also can't give... so nvm after all la... then saw them come out... then run to viewmall... then saw him, i got record video de... but shit the cam la... got problem... so the video cannot play le... kns... u know y i so angry abt it mar?? cause i one hand take cam, one hand hold board... then he saw my board, he look up, smile n wave leh... if my cam don't have problem, sure got it de... is i record le, then my cam got problem, can't play de... haiz... watever la... then me like crazy gal... walking n walkin slowly from one end to the other end... then from the other end to the one end... then sit down... keep board... then waited 4 friend... that waiting, me think alots... i manage not to cry... but... then walk to my friend there, call her company me go eat... yeah... still got feeling to eat ah?? yup, y not?? but is just 4 the sick that i need to eat... the food tasteless... on the way to mac eat, that was the time, we talk abt kunda n i almost cry... after eating, 230pm le... when home... on the bus, listening to one of wilber song... thinking of him, tear was abt to drop le... slp at bus... 4pm reach home... faster clean myself n i slp le... can't slp... thinking of him... think ah think ah, as i am alone... i cried... really diam miss him... 2 day is diam short... but yet, i so miss him... only less then 4 hours nv see him... but yet, i so miss him... is this call love?? haiz... wake up at 7pm... see jqj... saw my board... saw me quite many time... saw him... still got that kind of feeling like yesterday, high... see til 915pm... play game n stop myself of thinking of him... play til 12am... then on com n see ppl jiazhu... i wanna liuyan give him... but...

yah... the topic on 勇气... wanna liu yan give him... but no 勇气... don't know wanna write wat... scare write le, he will any how think or will sad or sort of... haiz... my heart have something that i don't know wat it is... strange feeling... haiz... will write something later de... he is back home le, hope he can have a gd rest at home n recover in no time... yah, he go back... so when will the next time i will saw him again?? should be at least half a year later bar... but i will n must go find u when my next holiday... miss u like hell now...

k... me go busy... should slp b4 3am tonight or should i say morning... k... may god bless my grandmum n kunda faster recover, no more pain 4 both of them... i beg u... thx... bye...

posted by ~ ("v") SuKi aKa x|aOy| ("v")
at ~ 12:36:00 AM