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23 February 2008

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i know i very very long time nv blog liao...
don't need keep guessing wat happen to me la...
just diam stress at work... so tired at home...
so no time n no mood to blog lo... (lazy la)
well, nothing much...
my bday want plan charlet but no one help out yet...
so not sure if its on...
woohoo, yeah, kenji new album will be out on 14 march,
bai se qing ren jie... hahahah...

posted by ~ ("v") SuKi aKa x|aOy| ("v")
at ~ 11:41:00 PM

30 December 2007

nowadays, nothing much... weekend have lots of outing with friends... christmas exchange present was fun... in office, lots of ppl give me present, yet i didn't prepare any for them, cause i don't know they would, so pai sei... hahhaha... oh ya, gain fats 2 kg... omg... but i enjoy the food i ate... so forget the fatness la... as long as happy is enough... happy that i can eat, eat is an enjoyment... 2 more day year 2008 lo... but i still have to work on 1 jan 2008... due to year end... boring right?? got my bonus aready... but in pro rated... so its like 600++ only... times fly... working there 9 month aready... 9 month ago still a student... miss those day yet not to the exam part... hahaha... times fly, last year kenji was in malaysia, missed the day chase him in malaysia, he is so nice n sweet... hahaha... times fly, another 6 months i will be 21st year old aready... an adult, also old le... yup... hahaha... looking forward to it... should be opening charlet on my 21st bday... as it fall on sat... hahaha... planning soon... friends~make urself free on that sat, alright?? hahaha... 2008 year~looking forward to kenji new album... hahaha... heard F4 is forming back with a new album... omg, after 5 year... now taiwan group band, was like almost diam bored aready... with them coming back, should be anther hot thing again... but but but, i am not that interested aready... hahaha... i only hope rio is back in 5566, but but but then, 5566 is not that hot aready... but i still wish him going back to make a prefect ending... hahaha... k la... thats all... bye...

posted by ~ ("v") SuKi aKa x|aOy| ("v")
at ~ 8:48:00 PM

05 December 2007

yozzz... i am way to recover... 80% aready... as its passed... nothing much that we can do... way to go, xiaoyi jiayou... kenji jiayou, think he have encounter problem thats make him break down with emotional blog... i cried when i read his blog... omg... its like he have no confident, makes me got a feeling of loseing him... his music really make my life... if its end here, i don't know how am i going to live without his music... its should be a diam boring life... when i am sad, i listen to his song, makes me feel better... happy listen, makes me so high mood... well, u all won't know unless u really go n hear his music, every words mean lots... every words in the song is he write one, thats always touch my heart... oh yeah... last sat when to wilber auto... although its not the first time seeing him real person, but he is more n more handsome lo, maybe cause he now more slimmer aready... hahahah... don't dare to look in the eye of his, kanna shocked.. hahahah.. last last sat, when for kingone auot, chased him, not worth at all, missed him most of the time... its a waste of my money... kns... see his show enough aready... hahahah... ot is over... another sat which is this sat... have been working 3 sat aready... diam tired... today is wed, means 10 more days to have my enjoyable 2 days holiday... haix... next tue our hotel D&D... working as normal, after that go... means no need wear nice nice... office wear lo... kns... next thur on leave... nothing much... should be staying at home... tidy my room if i am not lazy... whahaha... next sun should be going to see movie... yeah... hope next week won't be so tired... but relax... yeah... happy working...

posted by ~ ("v") SuKi aKa x|aOy| ("v")
at ~ 8:58:00 PM

18 November 2007

i enjoy staying at home... maybe is cause i can be myself at home... nothing to hind... alone at my room... can laugh when i wish to... can cry when i need to...
i really don't know wat i want now... every night can't stop thinking of u... everynight can't don't cry to slp... hated that feeling... hated that u enter my life (giving lots of happiness), and left my life (giving me so much pain)... i really don't know i know u is gd or bad?? if don't know u, i won't know life can be so happy with lot of love u given me, can't forget the days you given me lots of happiness.... but also can't forget how u left me without any reasonable reason... just that we r not suitable... then may i ask, wat is call suitable?? there is lots of thing i don't know... am i a lousy gf?? but i am trying my best in everything to let u be happy... maybe we wasn't meant to be... maybe we r just together to learn relationship....

i don't know... i am trying to let go everything... yet i can't.... the memories is there... the pain is there.... its not easy... somemore have to face u in the morning when u don't even wish to face or talk to me.... i hated it.... my working pal say u two break?? i say yup... she say she don't know y i have choosen him... he is not gd... i tell her i am his first gf... she say aiyo, u kanna cheated aready la... he sure lie you one... when i heard that wat some ppl think of him, i really can't believe wat i heard... so he is that bad in those gal eyes... so i am the stupiq one who can't see that right??

i wants to find back my happiness... i want back my normal life... the usual carefree me... everyday happy go lucky... but............... i just can't.... how????????? its almost one month... yet i can't let go... how am i going on?? time?? is it that wat i need?? but i am getting worst day by day... so wat the hell it is... haix....

posted by ~ ("v") SuKi aKa x|aOy| ("v")
at ~ 6:13:00 PM

11 November 2007

i try to not to think, n to forget... but it fail... cause there is too much memories... every thing surrounding make me think of him... yup, 18 days aready after the break up... yet i can't... every one is coming to me n ask y?? they won't believe we will end just so soon... today saw him again... we r the most familar strange(in chinese - zui sou xi de mo shen ren)... we didn't faced each other... didn't talk... just an escape again... well, let see we can escape til when la hor... well... sat 1230pm offical off work... but lots of work loaded for me to clear... stay til 530pm... just like a normal working day, just that the office is more quiter... after that, go friend house release stress... happy hour... woohoo.... enjoyed, played, chatted... missed those day, but there is something missing... there is something i can't put down, i just escape when they ask me break up aready?? y?? everything la... ppl break up, still can continue ask la hor... heart still pain one lo... haix... i really don't know til when can i forget abt it... i don't think so soon... maybe there is thing i still can't let go... heart still pain, missed him, yup... am i crazy?? maybe... haha... but i know its over... O-V-E-R alright, 12am back home... so sleepy now... going to slp... night..

posted by ~ ("v") SuKi aKa x|aOy| ("v")
at ~ 1:02:00 AM

02 November 2007

nothing special... stressful week as month end closing is on thur... from monday til wed was like everyday working late til 8pm, reach home was almost 9pm n i having my dinner at that time... omg... thur closing was diam shit... don't know wat happen to me... i know it won't be him to be the reason to why i keep can't do it right... but i really don't know... did twice redo again n again... then still can't make it... then call shi fu help then everything when ok... no mood to eat dinner after that... just grab some snack... 730pm closed... so reach home was 9pm quite early for month end la... ok alright... wat happen on thur morning was... after the break up, thur was the first time he working morning... he was like nv see me, i also don't dare to talk to him... we both just escape by acting busy... luckily yogen understanding, help me ask him got E....... or not... then tell me only yogen have... later yogen come up, ask me wat happen, really break ah?? do i still luv him?? nothing can be done?? or need him to talk to him?? i say don't need la... he won't tell you either... how yogen know abt break up?? is yogen go ask him how is u n your gf?? he say don't have aready, he call yogen don't ask me... omg... but yogen say he will ask me... haha... diam him... maybe is yogen ask me do i still like him?? that make my heart little confuse... although i know it wasn't gotta to continue aready... today same thing... morning he act busy, abby pass me her packet n his packet... he can continue to escape la... i really yesterday thot i will gotta to face it... don't like escape, its so paisei lo... but... if that his choice, wat can i do?? i always left without any choice since we r together til now... maybe is i let him too much ba... oh yah... diam him, his friendster write hope i will find my mrs right soon... its like wat the hell la... but i don't think he can find one soon, if so, so wat?? if he really know how to treat a gal right, i won't get hurt aready... i can say he don't know... time is most important, if he can't give me time last time, so u think he can give time to the new gal?? he got lots to learn la... watever... tomolo n sunday off... yeah... resting day... monday work til sat next week... omg... stressful again?? maybe not... haha... but this month 4 week til next month 2 week got 3 continue working sat... its gotta be hell diam tired again... haix... thats life, thats my work, wat can i say?? nothing can be said... haha...

posted by ~ ("v") SuKi aKa x|aOy| ("v")
at ~ 11:44:00 PM

26 October 2007

tong hai shi zai... xing qi 2 dao zuo tian, dou zhuang zhe mei shi... zuo wan, suo bu liao le... wan shang xiang shui shi, wu fa, jiu xiang dao qu genting de mei jian shi, fa xian wo zhen de shi yi ge hen lan de ren... wo hao xiang dui ta fa hao duo pi qi, lian wo dou fa xian, zuo tian xiang qi shi, cai fa xian... wo xiang neng ren wo pi qi de ren ye zhi you ta le... xian zai fen shou le... yi qie dou yin gai shi wo de cuo ba... zuo wan xiang dao xin jiu hao tong... xin tian ye yi yang... dan you neng ru he ne?? yi qie dou jie shu, ru guo gei wo ji hui, wo men ye bu hui xiang yi qian na me hao le ma... wo men de ai yi you le shang hai de ba hen... ye xu zhe shi dui wo men zui hao de jue ding... dan wo hai shi hen xiang nian yi qian de ri zi... xiang nian yi qie de yi qie... yi xiang, xin jiu tong... kuai shou bu liao le... you mei you ren ke yi gei wo jie yao, jiu jiu wo ba...

posted by ~ ("v") SuKi aKa x|aOy| ("v")
at ~ 11:15:00 PM