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2008-02-23T23:41:00.002+08:00

i know i very very long time nv blog liao...
don't need keep guessing wat happen to me la...
just diam stress at work... so tired at home...
so no time n no mood to blog lo... (lazy la)
well, nothing much...
my bday want plan charlet but no one help out yet...
so not sure if its on...
woohoo, yeah, kenji new album will be out on 14 march,
bai se qing ren jie... hahahah...

2007-12-30T20:48:00.000+08:00

nowadays, nothing much... weekend have lots of outing with friends... christmas exchange present was fun... in office, lots of ppl give me present, yet i didn't prepare any for them, cause i don't know they would, so pai sei... hahhaha... oh ya, gain fats 2 kg... omg... but i enjoy the food i ate... so forget the fatness la... as long as happy is enough... happy that i can eat, eat is an enjoyment... 2 more day year 2008 lo... but i still have to work on 1 jan 2008... due to year end... boring right?? got my bonus aready... but in pro rated... so its like 600++ only... times fly... working there 9 month aready... 9 month ago still a student... miss those day yet not to the exam part... hahaha... times fly, last year kenji was in malaysia, missed the day chase him in malaysia, he is so nice n sweet... hahaha... times fly, another 6 months i will be 21st year old aready... an adult, also old le... yup... hahaha... looking forward to it... should be opening charlet on my 21st bday... as it fall on sat... hahaha... planning soon... friends~make urself free on that sat, alright?? hahaha... 2008 year~looking forward to kenji new album... hahaha... heard F4 is forming back with a new album... omg, after 5 year... now taiwan group band, was like almost diam bored aready... with them coming back, should be anther hot thing again... but but but, i am not that interested aready... hahaha... i only hope rio is back in 5566, but but but then, 5566 is not that hot aready... but i still wish him going back to make a prefect ending... hahaha... k la... thats all... bye...

2007-12-05T20:58:00.000+08:00

yozzz... i am way to recover... 80% aready... as its passed... nothing much that we can do... way to go, xiaoyi jiayou... kenji jiayou, think he have encounter problem thats make him break down with emotional blog... i cried when i read his blog... omg... its like he have no confident, makes me got a feeling of loseing him... his music really make my life... if its end here, i don't know how am i going to live without his music... its should be a diam boring life... when i am sad, i listen to his song, makes me feel better... happy listen, makes me so high mood... well, u all won't know unless u really go n hear his music, every words mean lots... every words in the song is he write one, thats always touch my heart... oh yeah... last sat when to wilber auto... although its not the first time seeing him real person, but he is more n more handsome lo, maybe cause he now more slimmer aready... hahahah... don't dare to look in the eye of his, kanna shocked.. hahahah.. last last sat, when for kingone auot, chased him, not worth at all, missed him most of the time... its a waste of my money... kns... see his show enough aready... hahahah... ot is over... another sat which is this sat... have been working 3 sat aready... diam tired... today is wed, means 10 more days to have my enjoyable 2 days holiday... haix... next tue our hotel D&D... working as normal, after that go... means no need wear nice nice... office wear lo... kns... next thur on leave... nothing much... should be staying at home... tidy my room if i am not lazy... whahaha... next sun should be going to see movie... yeah... hope next week won't be so tired... but relax... yeah... happy working...

2007-11-18T18:13:00.000+08:00

i enjoy staying at home... maybe is cause i can be myself at home... nothing to hind... alone at my room... can laugh when i wish to... can cry when i need to...
i really don't know wat i want now... every night can't stop thinking of u... everynight can't don't cry to slp... hated that feeling... hated that u enter my life (giving lots of happiness), and left my life (giving me so much pain)... i really don't know i know u is gd or bad?? if don't know u, i won't know life can be so happy with lot of love u given me, can't forget the days you given me lots of happiness.... but also can't forget how u left me without any reasonable reason... just that we r not suitable... then may i ask, wat is call suitable?? there is lots of thing i don't know... am i a lousy gf?? but i am trying my best in everything to let u be happy... maybe we wasn't meant to be... maybe we r just together to learn relationship....

i don't know... i am trying to let go everything... yet i can't.... the memories is there... the pain is there.... its not easy... somemore have to face u in the morning when u don't even wish to face or talk to me.... i hated it.... my working pal say u two break?? i say yup... she say she don't know y i have choosen him... he is not gd... i tell her i am his first gf... she say aiyo, u kanna cheated aready la... he sure lie you one... when i heard that wat some ppl think of him, i really can't believe wat i heard... so he is that bad in those gal eyes... so i am the stupiq one who can't see that right??

i wants to find back my happiness... i want back my normal life... the usual carefree me... everyday happy go lucky... but............... i just can't.... how????????? its almost one month... yet i can't let go... how am i going on?? time?? is it that wat i need?? but i am getting worst day by day... so wat the hell it is... haix....

2007-11-11T01:02:00.000+08:00

i try to not to think, n to forget... but it fail... cause there is too much memories... every thing surrounding make me think of him... yup, 18 days aready after the break up... yet i can't... every one is coming to me n ask y?? they won't believe we will end just so soon... today saw him again... we r the most familar strange(in chinese - zui sou xi de mo shen ren)... we didn't faced each other... didn't talk... just an escape again... well, let see we can escape til when la hor... well... sat 1230pm offical off work... but lots of work loaded for me to clear... stay til 530pm... just like a normal working day, just that the office is more quiter... after that, go friend house release stress... happy hour... woohoo.... enjoyed, played, chatted... missed those day, but there is something missing... there is something i can't put down, i just escape when they ask me break up aready?? y?? everything la... ppl break up, still can continue ask la hor... heart still pain one lo... haix... i really don't know til when can i forget abt it... i don't think so soon... maybe there is thing i still can't let go... heart still pain, missed him, yup... am i crazy?? maybe... haha... but i know its over... O-V-E-R alright, 12am back home... so sleepy now... going to slp... night..

2007-11-02T23:44:00.001+08:00

nothing special... stressful week as month end closing is on thur... from monday til wed was like everyday working late til 8pm, reach home was almost 9pm n i having my dinner at that time... omg... thur closing was diam shit... don't know wat happen to me... i know it won't be him to be the reason to why i keep can't do it right... but i really don't know... did twice redo again n again... then still can't make it... then call shi fu help then everything when ok... no mood to eat dinner after that... just grab some snack... 730pm closed... so reach home was 9pm quite early for month end la... ok alright... wat happen on thur morning was... after the break up, thur was the first time he working morning... he was like nv see me, i also don't dare to talk to him... we both just escape by acting busy... luckily yogen understanding, help me ask him got E....... or not... then tell me only yogen have... later yogen come up, ask me wat happen, really break ah?? do i still luv him?? nothing can be done?? or need him to talk to him?? i say don't need la... he won't tell you either... how yogen know abt break up?? is yogen go ask him how is u n your gf?? he say don't have aready, he call yogen don't ask me... omg... but yogen say he will ask me... haha... diam him... maybe is yogen ask me do i still like him?? that make my heart little confuse... although i know it wasn't gotta to continue aready... today same thing... morning he act busy, abby pass me her packet n his packet... he can continue to escape la... i really yesterday thot i will gotta to face it... don't like escape, its so paisei lo... but... if that his choice, wat can i do?? i always left without any choice since we r together til now... maybe is i let him too much ba... oh yah... diam him, his friendster write hope i will find my mrs right soon... its like wat the hell la... but i don't think he can find one soon, if so, so wat?? if he really know how to treat a gal right, i won't get hurt aready... i can say he don't know... time is most important, if he can't give me time last time, so u think he can give time to the new gal?? he got lots to learn la... watever... tomolo n sunday off... yeah... resting day... monday work til sat next week... omg... stressful again?? maybe not... haha... but this month 4 week til next month 2 week got 3 continue working sat... its gotta be hell diam tired again... haix... thats life, thats my work, wat can i say?? nothing can be said... haha...

2007-10-26T23:15:00.000+08:00

tong hai shi zai... xing qi 2 dao zuo tian, dou zhuang zhe mei shi... zuo wan, suo bu liao le... wan shang xiang shui shi, wu fa, jiu xiang dao qu genting de mei jian shi, fa xian wo zhen de shi yi ge hen lan de ren... wo hao xiang dui ta fa hao duo pi qi, lian wo dou fa xian, zuo tian xiang qi shi, cai fa xian... wo xiang neng ren wo pi qi de ren ye zhi you ta le... xian zai fen shou le... yi qie dou yin gai shi wo de cuo ba... zuo wan xiang dao xin jiu hao tong... xin tian ye yi yang... dan you neng ru he ne?? yi qie dou jie shu, ru guo gei wo ji hui, wo men ye bu hui xiang yi qian na me hao le ma... wo men de ai yi you le shang hai de ba hen... ye xu zhe shi dui wo men zui hao de jue ding... dan wo hai shi hen xiang nian yi qian de ri zi... xiang nian yi qie de yi qie... yi xiang, xin jiu tong... kuai shou bu liao le... you mei you ren ke yi gei wo jie yao, jiu jiu wo ba...

2007-10-23T06:55:00.001+08:00

my fourth one... in ended on 23/10/07... 12midnight again...

2007-10-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday celebrate mer bday... went out at 7pm... reach there was 8pm... we went sakae sushi eat buffet dinner... yummy... 12 ppl spend $244... then went to esplanent to eat cake... some go buy beer... then on the way to clark key drink... my was 5 %, the was 7% but taste not nice... haha... after that went pub... one jug coke one jug with alco spirt... after that went home... really enjoy myself... at least really relax n forget everything, nothing to worry, just play drink chat... diam happy la... hope i will continue to be so happy... tomolo working aready... sianz... this week is 6 days... omg... haha... watever... jiayou...

boring

2007-08-03T22:25:00.000+08:00

long time nv blog... working, eat, slp, boring life... so nowadays i got go see few movie... like harry porter, transformer... somemore coming up like secret, rush hour 3... so cool... at least abit more of interesting event happening in my life... oh yah, last 2 week, milk came spore... chasing him is the most interesting thing i like to do... he is more n more mature, going to have his new album at the later part of the year... woohoo, so cool, i am hoping for more cool dance move from his new album song... working life is normal... f/o cashier 4 new ones... 2 guys from malaysia... chatted with them b4, was like so easy to have a chat started with them... oh yah, malaysian guys r easy to click... they r new, lots of thing to learn, of course trouble me lots... but they r willing to learn, so its alright to teach... another 2 r gals... haven't really talk to one of the gal... another one haven't ever seen her yet... just finish my month end OT on wed... today have 2 hour time off... but is like nothing... cause 4pm out of hotel, 515pm reach home... normal is 530pm out of hotel... aiya... got time off better then don't have right... this month i got 2 days leave must clear... not sure whether when should i clear it... aiya... hope 18 aug kenji will really come to KL... but.... don't know la... oh yah, heard aug mth end OT on sat, which is my off day leh... omg... haix... 1 sept i wanna go genting la... but now... forget it... luckily its not kenji... if not... hahaha... next sat seeing 2 movie at one day... woohoo, so cool... yeah... haha... crazy gal... k la... thats all... xiaoyi boring life right?? haha... bye...

god~.~

2007-07-08T20:28:00.000+08:00

nowadays busy working... so won't be able to update that regulary... so i will update whenever i feel like to... friday take time off due to mon work ot, have to claim back... heard grandmum in hospital so when over to see her... 530pm dinner when parents... 7pm back home... 830pm when out to see movie call transformal 920pm, we r early so when walk walk... hmm, the movie quite funny... nice la, i like the yellow car, so cool... haha... interesting movie, must watch... back home was 12am... sat night went over friends house to see dvd... today whole day slack at home... playing game n see show lo... just feel that i am lazy lazy today... aiya... tomolo working lo... jiayou~~~ boring life... sad days there is always god there for me... wat can i ask for more??? thx god for being there for me, you r the best, you know me the most...

ai ne

2007-06-16T23:28:00.000+08:00

nowadays not working mean resting at home... nothing much... lazy to blog... haha... 14 more days will be confirmation day for my work... hmmm, hope i can be accepted... found out that this month i spend quite alot... also don't know wat i spent on... half my pay is gone... haiya, gone case... hope next month can save more... yup, my bday is over, 20 year old, still young?? hmmm, one more year is muture liao... but i don't think i can la... haha... have a happy time that day... thx for all the present... i like it... oh yah, i am getting fatter n fatter... omg... eat alot nowadays... aiya... must try to slim down liao... too fat no one wants?? chey, i am not scare... no one want no one want la... fat doesn't belong to a reason to don't like me... if you like, mean u like my everything, no matter ugly, fat, or old... cause no one is perfect, and everyone one day will be old, will grow fat if nv control... so not to scare... haha... working i am improving in it... learn alots of things, hope i can be more better... omg, alot of singer new album song is diam nice lo... got kang kang n vaness cd as bday present... yet i still want to buy alot more... example, zhang dong liang, ke you lun, lots more la... haha... oh yah, wang chuan yi new show with yang cheng ling, is diam nice lo... haha... chuan yi very handsome... omg... crazy gal... haha... energy got new member, hmmm, don't affect me much, but feel abit strange only... found out i have alway wanted to go taiwan to find alot of ppl, but now the feeling is only one person worth me to go n look for, that is kenji... haha... hmmm, maybe grow up ways of thing is different... oct is still have 4 mth away... yet i am thinking of it aready, really hope time will be that fast... to go taiwan find him... hehe... i would also like to eat the taiwan xiao chi at shi ling ye shi... found out that i have less then 10 true friend, i mean spore ppl... the rest is not that important to me, or should i say not that close... i like being friends with malaysia ppl, don't know y, they give me a feeling that they r much more nicer... more able to talk to them abt problems, n they can come out with alot of things to solve my problems... happy time is always with them... i miss my sister... haiz... anyway, treasure a person is not that easy... really... so forever is not that easy too... i started to not to believe in your luv will always treasure you... N ~ bu xiang xin zhe ju hua shuo, nan sheng yao zhu dong zui nv sheng, rang ta men hen xin ku cai de dao nv sheng, ta men cai hui geng zhen xi nv sheng... bian ren de... cai bu shi zhe me shuo de... bu guan you duo xin ku, ta me cai shi hui yin wei shi jian er wang le dang chu you duo xin ku hou you duo xi huan na nv sheng er qu ai shang qi ta de, hou wang le zhen xi xian zai de nv peng you le... suo yi wo cai bu xiang xin nv sheng bu ke yi zhu dong qu zui nan sheng, ye bu pa nan sheng hui yin wei shi nv sheng zhu dong zui nan sheng, er nan sheng jiu bu hui zhen xi nv sheng la... yin wei wo jue de mei cha la, ru nan sheng bu ai ni le, bu guan zen yang hai shi hui feng kai de... shi jian jiu le, jiu hui wang le, wang le ni men cheng jin you duo me ai bi ci, ye wang le yi qian zai yi qi shi zuo guo de duo me tian mi hou feng guang de shi le... ai qing men lai jiu shi hen nan liao jie, suo yi shen me tian chang di jiu, wo cai bu xin la... lian yi ge zhen xi bi ci dou zuo bu dao le, tian chang di jiu ni yi wei you na me rong yi ma?? suo yi wo cai bu guan tian chang di jiu, wo zhi cai hu cheng jin yong you... cheng jin yong you guo de ai qing, ke yi yong yuan ji zai xin li, jiu suan fen kai, hai shi hui you tian mi de hui yi neng rang wo xiang yi bei zi ah... peng you ye yi yang, jiu suan wo mei he ni na me shou, dan wo me yi ding you guo hen hao de shi huo, ye you zuo guo hen feng guang de shi, wo ye yi yang hui ji de...

...no comment...

2007-05-31T22:34:00.000+08:00

mon til wed was tiring days... luckily have today to rest n recharge to full batt... haha... tomolo working and OT too... but nvm, sat off day... haha... and thats it, month end OT only one day... yeah... haha... the below earlier entry, have been delete as it is not be able to let ppl to read, due to my emotion break down then i write down here... ok, let talk abt today friday... normal day, abit rush, ot finish in time... reach home 11pm... tomolo off n sunday too... woohoo... time to relax... yeah... crazy gal... k la... 7 june is coming... lalala... bye...

pirates of the caribbean 3

2007-05-27T19:18:00.000+08:00

yesterday after work, reach cwp at 230pm, going to watch the movie call pirates of the caribbean 3 with my friend... hmmm... not bad la... very funny lo... can see me keep laughing la... although i have flu yesterday, yet still enjoy the movie, so the movie is not bad lo... haha... the show is the longest of all the movie i had even seen... its last for 2hours n 45 min... omg lo... worth the price to see the movie lo... the whole week working was quite stressful, not that ppl give me stress, but is me giving myself stress... cause the month is ending soon, so alots of closing work to do, i have too much thing undone... if me everytime so slow, need ppl help me to finish the work, i can forgive myself, and i am scare if kanna ppl (touch wood) sack la... aiya... almost 2 month working there le, count myself too slow to learn things... ppl keep saying me is new, nvm la, slowly learn... but i don't think so, maybe my expectation is that high, 1 month i want how to crawl, 2 month i must know how to walk, 3 month i must be on my own... hmmm, hope i can do it... k la... next week should be stressful week cum busy week cum ot week... hmmm, will be diam tired, but xiaoyi ~ must jiayou jiayou jiayou... k la, bye... ps: can you find the special 3 words??

spiderman3

2007-05-13T00:20:00.000+08:00

almost 2 week nv blog liao... haha... working was up n down, cause need to depend hu you r working with ah... but overall, the ppl there is good la, my boss is the best... hahha... last fri after work went to see spiderman 3 at sembawang there with one friend la... reach there 7pm, i buy ticket first, then shop til 830pm, then my friend reach, we went for dinner n walk awhile befor going for the movie at 930pm... the movie is not bad la, but i feel that its not as interesting as spiderman 2... and y nv get married?? haiya... haha... mon when to work, most of the ppl working ask me hows the movie?? haha... some is i told them, the rest should be heard by someone ba... last sat go cwp fun fair shop... sun rest at home la... today working very shit... i 1230pm should be off work... i 1230pm haven't done any paper work... do til 130pm then have lunch... leave the hotel at 2pm... today cause too many ppl off, all those know how to do de off ma, then very shit la... after work, shop at cwp la... bought a handbag, treated mum for dinner as mother day present at pizza huts... today spent almost $100... haha... but ok la... within my budget... tomolo should be resting at home... as i would be the only day per week for me to rest... mon after work dinner at hotel restaurent, me n 2 more student treat teacher hu intro us work place... thats all... my life is nothing interesting ba... but until.... haha... very excited abt my oct or nov taiwan trip... will go when kenji new album is out... hehe... k la... thats all...

miz

2007-04-22T14:35:00.000+08:00

another week is over... my sister is over at malaysia aready... she 24th is leaving to oversea to work... haix... that day last met her, i almost cry leh, when we both hugged together... miss her everything, she is too nice to me, will miss her day with me shopping, dinner together, gossiping n many more... working this week fine with me... only fri is trainning class, boring lo, so cold the aircon, but the food is nice... sat half day was quite fast, and i like the way i do it quick... sat afternoon was at home playing game as mum is aslp... today ah, should be watching vcd or playing game ba... haha... just woke up at 2pm... but one week only can have one day slp til so late, so i am not that pig... haha... later night meeting kor kor, maybe dinner but confirm take thing from him... my week end, my off day, thats it, boring right?? haha... tomolo working day liao, haix... another week n i will get my pay n 5may onward will have one month 2 sat off day... oh yes, haha.... jiayou xiaoyi... song for yesterday feeling - zui ai ni de ren shi wo, ni zen me she de rang wo nan guo, zai wo zui xu yao ni de shi hou, ni bu shuo yi ju hua jiu zuo...

updated

2007-04-14T19:08:00.000+08:00

got ppl complain i too long nv update my blog... haha... so now i free then i update lo... this 2 week busy working... learn alot of thing, more n more get use to it, if i don't forget this forget that, i will be able to do better... the ppl working there quite friendly lo... lunch time is 1pm to 2pm, we eat til 130pm, then will go out walk walk shop shop lo... during my working hours which is 830am to 530pm, exclude lunch break, i can't see my hp, so you guy r unable to contact me, sms me, i also don't know one, until i finish work or lunch break then can see sms n call ppl... simple working life, so not many thing to update la, also quite busy la, 6 working days, sunday off, so not free la, don't ask me out, my sunday is for family or should i say resting day... oh yah, my sister tomolo going oversea to work liao... haix... going to miss her... ai de yue shen shang de yue tong, ai qing ah, zui hao bie pong... haix... yeh yeh, i cut my hair today... quite short, look like a guy, but who care?? i don't wan to get in love, so no worry of me... but i think longer the hair will be quite pretty... but hmmm, no matter wat, i don't wan to get hurt again... god plz help, no more guys for me to get hurt, i have enough...

gd luck

2007-03-31T22:29:00.000+08:00

yi qie de yi qie, jiu rang ta guo qu ba... zui jin fa sheng tai duo shi le, xin li tai lei le... ye ba zi ji gei lei dao sheng bing le... ru zai qu xiang, ye shi you shang tong... suan le... shi ni de jiu shi ni de, bu shi ye jiu mian qiang bu lai de... xian zai de wo, hai shi ba xin fang zai gong zuo shang... dui, wo zhao dao full-time de gong zuo le, shi shu ji lai de, xin shui hai bu cuo, jia you le, xiaoyi...

xiang nian de tong

2007-03-29T00:44:00.000+08:00

actually nothing really happening last week expect the streamboat on wed at sister house... really enjoy whenever i am in the house with those friends... can totally relax myself... sunday fetch my friend at airport, they r back from taiwan... i go cause i wanna take the cd i ask them to help me buy from taiwan, if not, she bring to tomolo charlet sure too heavy one... back home was 3pm or so la... mon quite a sad day, not to mention... tue charlet i enjoy myself although i do nothing there... haha... can't swim is i most hated... somemore waterboom... haix... the cake cutting for mrs yu bday, they play kiss kiss, omg... haha... diam funny... 10pm sit cab back... sister stayin over my house... 2am then slp... let her have the bed, me slp on hard floor... manage to slp 4 hours, not bad... today k-box, enjoy, but ending cause my personal problem, sing half way, suddenly too loud cause can't control my emotion, think too much, almost break down n cry... haix... that kind of pain, god help ba, i don't want it... back home was 9pm... online til now 1am... haha... wanna slp liao... tomolo try 10am wake up to call the office, i wanna work, see they need ppl or not... intro by teacher just now... haha... k la, bye...

milk

2007-03-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

thur night til fri morning was playing game til 5am... then slp til 9am... then continue play til night quite late too... sat wake up at 1pm... 235pm was listening to radio while playing game just to wait for milk to go yes933 interview... then that day play til 12am?? not too sure too.. wake up at 6am sunday morning... 830am reach kallang... before the run, the exercise part, i was standing first roll, so see milk do, he diam cute la... the way he do, diam cute n funny thot... i was laughing myself there as i am alone... think ppl will think i am mad... the run, i was infront of him to keep turning backward to see him... cause i am alone, so don't dare to go near him, and also not sure wat to say to him... actually the start of the walk, my leg behind diam pain... qi pao ba... but manage to walk finish... that child is cute... the dance teaching by milk is diam short la... k, at least is free, so i stop complaining le... 16 step only leh... haha... but i didn't manage to dance well cause i am diam hungry that time, n my body just don't move the way i want... after that, me with pal go eat ice cream... back sit a while, milk come play game le... he diam gd in playing game lo... the bball is diam gd lo... but few of those shot is diam lucky de... haha... the high thing turn n turn, oh man, don't he feel dizzy?? but is diam shuai la... almost fall in luv with him... bleah... the throw thing, he play diam long la... those 2 time i hope it really hit on that two gal la... evil me... before our uncle is here, heard them chase milk lost him le... but i know it... cause u see la, one sport car with milk inside, one normal car，and the time is still early n is for lunch la... y all 3 car go follow one sport car?? stupiq right?? before they leave, milk sit sport car, i was telling my friend that they can't 3 follow sport car, normal car no one follow where can?? and my feeling n bad mouth really happen la...but to make up for it, our uncle is the first to guess the place they should be at... i was the great eye to see him in that restuarent... oh well, milk should hate me... cause this is the second or third time i found him first... hate that two woman... 4 fans y can't take photo?? wat say milk tired, i don't think so lo, milk also hinting is her don't let lo... and plz lo, just 1 min ago, he not tired meh?? y can those gal inside get photo with him leh?? your reason is full of stupiqness... reach carpark, run til siao, want shake hand also cannot... ppl book 2 hour chase u, see you not more then 20min, also cannot ah?? diam angry... but milk is so sweet that day la... 8pm heard him at zoo... haha... cow go meet his family(cow)... i am diam tired by then... somemore got 5 letter haven't write... so i didn't go... slp at 12am... today sunday, reach airport b4 11am... just to pass my friend hu is flying to taiwan with milk today the letterr i want her to pass to few of them... milk 1220pm plus then reach... ok, still got 45 milk lo... don't need to rush til look like is 10min to 110pm... but i not free to talk to him too... he reach, i pass letter, he walk fast, i was calling my friend aready... haha... after tat, when to have lunch til 2pm plus... reach home was 4pm... play game til 7pm... dinner til 9pm... play game til now 11pm... see jiazhu etc n blog til now 1221am... diam tired... tomolo got nothing on... so should be slping til enough... haix... xian mu my friend hu is in taiwan now... 2 year back we will saying wanna go taiwan til now... she goes taiwan without me today... haix... but nvm, heard they going this year sept again... shall save enough to go... k... thats all... bye...

milk milk milk

2007-03-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

sat n sun can say do nothing la hor... sun go friends house til 3am... mon study for accounting whole day with my idoit flu... tue accounting exam is quite easy n okey for me... after exam when to find sister have dinner... wed study audit whole day til 2am yet i think it looks like i have learn nothing after all... today exam diam difficult... can go die liao... sure can't get A for auditing... B also very difficult for me to get liao... as today exam i only have 54 mark confirm only... haix... after exam stay til 330pm... they do thing... then go sakae sushi eat til 6pm... see movie at 7pm til 9pm... bought sim life... haha... now going to play liao... sunday going to see milk... yeah... milk coming... woohoo... haha... crazy fans...

next week is exam week

2007-03-09T13:54:00.000+08:00

last sun didn't go anywhere... stay at home play game whole day... mon after sch back home slp til 7pm... da bao dinner over my friend house eat at 8pm... stay til 3am that night as tue i don't have to go to sch ma... tue at home do accounting home work til late... wed after sch back home slp til 7pm... wake up wanna do homework but cannot as i am sick with flu... so didn't manage to do audit homework... thur after sch back home slp til 7pm... dinner til 8pm... go friend house relax n play games til 12am... back home slp at 1am... today wake up at 8am... eat breakfast n medicine n slp back at 9am... cause having flu didn't go sch... wake up at 130pm... now waiting for kh to call me, wanna pass her her homework which is with me... later will do homework... not sure whether later will go out or not yet... sat til mon think will study for exam... tue n thur having acc n audit final exam... argh... wish me gd luck... bye...

sux

2007-03-04T01:06:00.000+08:00

this whole week was like shit... ok la... at least i have peace when i am not at home... normal life don't say aready... not go sch, is at home do lots of homework... tue night go friends house... have a nice time there, play games, cards games, computer games, thx pal for letting going ur house to relax myself... i feel so stress up... n cause of it, i thur n fri also got go out... to relax of course... then that idoit kp say i got time go out no time help him... all his bull shit out la... don't care him lo... he is giving me lots of stress, my exam coming, he can't even understand lo... thur see movie n dinner out with sister... fri at pal house relax, play cards, games, n see show til 1am... today wake up 11am... 1pm start doing audit til 5pm... with lunch of course... then from then do accounting til 12am... then i give myself a time to relax n see show lo... tomolo he call me down, i rejected... although i can make it, but all because of ur F***ing attitude, so i don't want it... if i go down, mean that i scare of u, means i lose, so no way idoit.... i can make it cause i today diam hardworking, rush all my homework finish aready... tomolo night maybe will be out to friends house too... i am too stress, need to relax b4 another stress week ahead... next tue afternoon maybe lunch at sis house... shall see how la... exam is coming less then 8 days...omg, my accouting is 75% ready for it liao... audit half half la, didn't got a time to study it yet, only nowadays do revision only... haix... life is so difficult for me... sobx...

hell

2007-02-24T22:42:00.000+08:00

last fri evening wanna transfer my friennd over to my sis there, but she go stay hotel liao... so none of my business aready... when there play game til 8pm... go market shop with mum... sat morning go help my mum do business... 4pm slp til 6pm... go grandmum house eat dinner... diam 4th uncle, i see tv while eating cannot meh?? don't even ask me then close my tv... where r u manners?? bloodly hell la, anyway he is a wang en fu yi person lo... haha... then faster eat dinner then back home see liao... sun morning woke up at 8am... go grandmum house bai nian... b4 12pm go my mum parent there bai nian til 3pm... then back home slp til 6pm... then steamboat dinner at grandmum house... as selfish ppl not there, so can enjoy my dinner there... haha... 9pm go home... slp at midnight?? forget le... mon after mum back 2pm... go her parent house again... cause ahyi is there... stay til 6pm... go grandmum house eat dinner... 830pm reach home... use come til 11pm... see tv til 1230am cannot liao, too sleepy, so go slp... tue morning no choice must go down help my mum... back home diam tired... see tv til 4pm... then can't really slp lo... so i wed didn't go sch... diam tired lo... did join kh n sg for lunch at 12pm cwp as we long time agreed today go eat steamboat at seoulgarden... eat til 2pm... walk til 3pm... i pack kfc to give my friend eat as he is too lazy to go n pack n eat... go his house see tv play game til 10pm?? not sure... haha... thur sch 2 hours... after sch, at classroom play card n win quite a bit lo... 230pm then left for lunch... lunch at kfc til 4pm... reach home 5pm... use com til 6pm... mum call me out for dinner at amk... reach there then found out i am not hungry after all... forget wat i did fri, i think is play game whole day?? haha... sat bloody hell father call me go down help me... i say i lots of homework to do... tonight he say i where got do homework?? tmd lo... u think i don't wanna do meh?? mum wanna to go shop but no one company her, somemore that place she don't know how to go lo... so i have to company her... u nv even ask then u kpkb... thats y i don't like to go down help u... go down once u will always call me go down... not matter i like it or not, i free or not... go n die la... i don't have homework is it?? don't need to study is it?? so wat if don't need?? i go help u, afternoon sure diam tired, then how i do wat i wan to do de things?? ur business u do urself la... go help u give attitude... no wonder all the helper u call, don't wish to work with u any more longer... serve u right... thats all... exam coming... final, thats it... haven't study... can go n die liao... haha... bye...

happy

2007-02-17T15:55:00.000+08:00

mushe mushe, watashewa suki shan, wish everyone a early happy chinese new year, may all of u have a great year ahead
>.< =) =P *-* 8.8 6.6 9.9 0.0 -_- ^-^ :) :P

new year 2 days time

2007-02-16T14:41:00.000+08:00

last sunday didn't when to work... as my leg still pain, my parent don't let, say no transport back, a gal outside so late night, very dangerious... so consider quit... slack at home, see show n play game... of course got do homework too... mon when sch late, diam tired ma, after sch, back home should be playing games or slp... also forget aready... tue after sch, when eat, then back home slp from 12pm plus til 4pm... then da shao chu for my room, clean window, table, sweep floor n mop floor... til 730pm... then eat dinner til 8pm... rest awhile til 9pm, then take a bath til 10pm... play game til 12am then slp... wed after sch eat lunch at j8... then go shopping with mum til reach home 4pm... then slp til 7pm... then see show n dinner til 9pm... then mum go slp, me see show til 12pm... then i slp til thur morning 8am... then thur after sch, back home wait for my friend... she is from malaysia KL, then 4pm she reach, she is staying my house last night... 5pm see bai fen bai... 6pm pack my things... 630pm go buy dinner... 7pm eat dinner n see hua yang... 8pm see show with mum til 9pm... wanna slp aready, but diam stupiq bro, chatting on the phone with a gal till so loud talking bully shit... so i 10pm then manage to slp... then 2am wake up, found my bao zhen not with me, it fall on the floor, n my friend slping on the floor with my bao zhen... don't know y my bao zhen will fall on the floor, i everyday slp, my bao zhen seldom fall on the floor de, maybe 1 year 2 time only... so strange lo... y my bao zhen won't fall on the floor, its simple, i can't slp without it, how would i let it fall on the floor... then like that, i can't really slp til 7am aready... shit lo... then today after sch, should be eating with SY they all, but i go J8 with kh first to withdraw money i owe her... then i call them, they nv answer lo... waited 30min still not here... i don't care go eat first... then 2pm aready, they still nv call lo... win liao lo... luckily i nv wait for them lo... if not diam hungry til siao... back home 215pm... now time wanna 3pm, they haven't call back... i think they have forgotten me... shit... tomolo new year eve liao.... nothing special for me, just the money i am interest n concern in... now i wanna go slp liao... later night must transfer my friend to my god sis house as my parents don't let her stay here tonight... k, bye...

slack=not gd

2007-02-10T02:17:00.000+08:00

last sat go shopping at cck with mum... finally after one month of shopping, found my skirt... argh, so difficult to buy one special one for my self... sun stay at home n see show... mon after sch reach home 3pm... play game til night... see show at night with mum til 11pm... tue after sch eat lunch with kh... then i go bugis to buy kenji book... back home 1pm plus... use internet til 2pm... wanna slp le, but end up company mum go see grandmum... then reach home almost 5pm slp til 7pm... then see show til 10pm plus then slp... wed after sch go orchard see movie with them... see the movie call happy bday... quite boring movie... for the ending few min touching only... argh, not nice... then meet mum 3pm at cityhall... she reach le, i still at orchard... haha.. then we went bugis shop... buy socks, nail polish (mum), bath hat(mum)... back home almost 7pm... see show til 9pm... mum slp, i 11pm then slp... oh yah, mon to wed, do nothing in sch, quite boring, teacher nv teach... slack is gd, but now near to exam, better not... thur after sch back home... prepared tomolo working thing... then play game til 7pm... see show til 10pm... play game almost 12am... today after sch eat lunch n shop a while til 3pm... then go working place liao... reach there 4pm, wait til 430pm then go ppl bring me in... then eat diam fast lo... no time as work 5pm ma... that aunt i follow today, diam it, everything blame me... bull shit, i first day, u nv teach me lots lo... argh... then after work, see my leg pain til crazy, then i saw alot of injury... diam lo, got blood de... tomolo don't think can work... then no transport home de... its aready 1145 lo... then my leg still pain, walk around like a fool to find buses that can send me home... 1215am finally found... night righter... then no money in ez link... go 7-11 change money... then wait for bus til 1am... reach home 2am... then wash my injury, pain til like shit... then online blog lo... tomolo will see how... pain ah... wat kind of work am i doing?? that shoe y hurt my leg so much?? should i continue?? argh...

2 days of relax

2007-02-02T22:06:00.000+08:00

last sat didn't do homework at all... afternoon when out with mum to bugis shopping with my grandparent n aunt... me n my aunt daughter seem to be the one shopping, and they all r following us shopping, feel so bad... reach home was 7pm... sunday write letter for jiro n calvin... wanna go auto at 3pm but ended up meet shuyu at 6pm... inbetween manage to finish up my accounting homework... diam up, reach there 7pm queue til 10pm... they nv manage to sign finish, i was almost near to stage aready... then wat pu chang?? sing a song only... haix... when they say can't sign finish n ask for forgiveness, i almost cried, diam sad, they still say til so sad... back home was diam tired n no sound liao... don't know y?? i nv even shout lo, just talking n laughing along... mon after sch hobby craft, nothing accually, stay there 3 hour doing kitting... diam boring... then SG wanna go auto of hua yang, i call her pass letter give SY to pass to wu chun n let him pass to jiro n calvin... tue after sch, eat lunch at food court was yi da li mian, with just 3 of us, the 3 of us very long nv eat together just 3 of us only aready... haha... then back home, wanna slp at 2pm... but mum say wanna go out, i don't feel going out, so she say nvm, but i feel diam bad, it seem that she really wanna go shopping, so i company out at china town... bought discoun price vcd for $20 or $15 only leh, when normal price was like $30-$40 wor... then also bought new year foods etc... 6pm, eat there, the fu jian mian diam nice, call tian tian lai chao fu jian mian... 7pm back home... reach home was 8pm plus... wed after sch, got nafa... running was pulling kh to run fast... but she didn't manage to get pass... haix... at least we try our best, n i know she also tried her best aready... slp diam early at 9pm... thur after sch, straight back home... cause yesterday night slp almost 10hours, so not tired... do homework all the way to question 7 while watching dai zhong... 7pm eat dinner... slp at 11pm... today after sch lunch with 6 of us... then call my mum at 230pm see she wanna go shopping at cwp... she say ok, so i go cwp n call her... we shopping til 6pm... back home cook dinner to eat... we bought new year food, my working thing shoe... yah, they have confirm me, working next fri n sat night... shoe diam expensive, today feel diam bad... let mum spent so much, i feel so useless... don't know when will i earn to reach my wishes... haix.. my wish is one day shopping with mum, everything i pay... i know that day will be long... but i will work hard... at least start from don't take money from her, earn my own living expenses... see show til 9pm... rub medicine on mum leg for her as her leg always pain... 10pm she go slp le... then i online n blog... tomolo maybe company her shopping... if not, she at home also boring la... see how lo... i this week end no homework... can relax 2 days... happy... but next week another hard working week... 1 more month to exam ba... jiayou xiaoyi... bye...

2007-01-27T10:09:00.000+08:00

last sat slack at home with mum watching vcd... last sunday, go amk shop shop... bought another vcd, umberlla, repair mum watch... mon accounting result out... i got 87 mark... argh, i guess it like that aready... one debenture interest wrong, less 13 mark... win liao lo... haix... tue after sch when yishen chong pang with my friend to eat the fish ball noodles which i wanna eat 2 weeks ago... wed run 4 and half round for nafa pratise... after sch, when shop with mum at wdl check point... bought lots of foods, and bao yu for new year... thur after sch rush for training in hotel... yah, i got a job in a hotel... form haven't hand in as i don't have photo that day... fri after sch when with mum to see my mum's sister's husband... haha... he weeks ago, got cancer... he don't even have any effect of knowing he have cancer... until he can't see on one of his eye, then check up n know... thats it, 3 mth of living left... quite fearing, as life is so weak... you will nv know when u will die... somemore its so suddenly lo... so zhen xi xian zai, ming tian you shui hui zhi dao hui fa sheng shen me shi ne... fri back home, aready have flu during morning in sch, diam tired... slp at almost 10pm... today must wake up at 8... now 10am le... still haven't do homework... haha... k la, go do liao... later afternoon will go shopping with mum at bugis... tomolo 2pm will go out to fahrenheit auto... homework lots... accually is i thur too tired so nv do til now... 2 question of new topic of accounting call hire purchase... not so easy, but til now still ok... hope it will be so smooth next week... should be working next weekend, as no income n left few hundred only... haix... k, bye...

finally

2007-01-19T18:23:00.000+08:00

mon after sch got hobby craft... actually have grad from this cca aready... but teacher open courses for nitting... so i go learn lo... come back tell mum, she say i can meh?? say i so impaittion... haha... yup, i am impaition, but i try la... tue after sch, got wat idoit boring talk... if not i 10am can go home liao... wait til 12pm then can go home... shit lo... so after sch, is company mum have lunch n shop with her la... cause she this mon n tue nv work ma... she stay at home very sian de ma... so lo... wed SnW, running 3 rounds the sch... hmm, okok lo... speed abit slow liao... teacher say 2 rounds 7min, me come in in 6and half min... after sch, eat at bishan food court... then back home, thot i told mum don't buy my lunch... but she bought, so nvm lo, i eat as dinner... got slp from 4 to 630pm ba... thur after sch reach home was like 4pm lo... then company mum go grandmum house eat... 730pm reach home, then see show til 9pm... then slp lo... cause today accounting CA leh... i this week quite slack one lo... so i today 4am wake up... cook noodles as breakfast... 5am start studying... til 8am... still got few question haven't revise... so go sch lo... on the way, in mrt read lo... reach sch, also read finish it, don't know wat asked shuyu... the test, when i see sales, i sian half aready... don't quite understand that 10% S....... that word... then i get 57 net profit, i think confirm wrong liao... then later do bal sheet, found i nv put written off formation exp, so net profit become net loss... then was like left 10min only lo... so rash to do bal sheet... actually i that time don't care can bal or not liao... as time is not enough de lo... but luckily, can bal... but can bal doesn't means correct ma... so must wait til get back paper ba... eat lunch at 11am... after sch reach jurong 215pm... go kimage cut hair, 3 mth liao... spend $150... haha... really broke liao... cause i buy shampoo n conditional big big bottle one... then got stamp, so my hair cut is free... back home was 530pm... then found mum not at home, she out with dad to see grandmum... nv wait for me, still say i haven't com back ma... waolao, can call my hp one ma, then i car sit... haix... alone at home, boring... this week end should be diam slack as just finish CA ma... but next week need to work hard again... woohoo, xiaoyi, this week xin ku le... next week zai jia you... yeah!!!

my life

2007-01-14T01:15:00.000+08:00

today went out with mummy to chongpang... walk walk, shop shop lo... one week one time, so need to company her la... yesterday night did accounting half way, today did all but can't balance... found out i did all wrong from the start... i think i won't able to do one question successfully without help of a friend... CA next fri, how am i able to do?? ha, let the nature takes it course... of course i will continue to work hard on my accounting... hope i can make it... at least a pass?? hope la... diam scare with audit, diam lots of words to remember... now still fine with it, but i know in 2 month time, audit sure costs me problem... sure will stress up one... haix... accounting still got one more difficult topic haven't teach... can i really grad from accounting course?? hope i can... 28 jan nafa coming... sure won't pass one... running is still fine... 5 station is the problem... haix... tomolo will continue to study audit n homework... as for accounting, see whether can check with friend or not, if can't, mon then check lo... today is 14 of jan, one more month is qing ren jie... my bro keep asking me, ehh, how u going to spend ur qing ren jie?? he still say hai ya, sure one person de lo... yup, i am... just now see friendster, lots of friend with bf, sweet n happy... haha, but i don't think i need one... as wat u see don't seem to be wat is real... relationship is full of difficulty... 1 hour of sadness to change one min of happiness... i don't think i will want... same thing, i don't believe tian chang di jiu... true luv don't exist... if want me to accept, unless give me a guy which won't give me any unhappiness... haha, i know it won't ever happen... so i tell god to not give me anyone who will make me sad n let me down... its better not to have... i know sometime i need someone by my side, but i used to be alone for 4 year le... oh yah, father keep calling me find one bf n get married... oh, i won't so fast married... sorry to disappointed him... haha... mum say don't so fast have bf, later no one company her... haha... to me now, i wants to spend time with mum... she is my everything now... cherish her... she need it.... xin ku 20year to bring me up... til now, i still can't give her a gd life... i still don't have a parttime job to be able to earn my living expenses... i will do watever to make her happy til the end... after i grad, i will find a gd job or at least a job to be able to feed myself n her... hope oneday, when we shopping, i can be the one to pay all the thing we buy... haix, lots of thots... k, shall end here... time to slp le...

thots

2007-01-14T01:04:00.000+08:00

as time goes by, we grow up... when think abt year back, may laugh at wat u did n think... today look back friendster, saw her... remember how i hate her so much, n she don't even know me at all, all because of him... yup, i should not be angry n hate her... i argee now that i that time was just jealous... y she can have him?? yup, he did a great choice... she is near to prefect gal... rich?? i don't know... but at least should grow up in a gd family... pretty too... know how to dress herself up nicely... at least better then me... me?? don't know how to dress up... alway dress up like a child... don't have manners... not pretty but fat... yup, u had a great choice 2 and half year back... thot of it now, i feel i am stupiq... should have feel happy for u as u have such a great gf like her... maybe i am too childish that time... 2 year le, she change alots... more n more pretty n more n more mature... although u two r not together anymore, but i still wants to say, sorry to her for hating her for no reason... or at least sorry for jealous of her?? watever it is, its over... just wanna write down my thot today... thats all...

hard work pays off

2007-01-12T18:41:00.000+08:00

a week of sch is over... woohoo... i make it through... at least i finish up n follow up the other student... cause they by holiday have finish up all the question... me?? still got 4 more question... luckily by today i am doing wat they r doing le... which is extra question given by teacher... thats great, i am proud of myself... hardwork paysoff... n of course need to thanks god for helping me over it... hehe... yup, weekend plan?? tomolo should be going out with mummy shopping... sunday should be revision my accounting again as CA next fri... tonight should rush my another revision question yeah... hope my plan will be done as i planned... k la... this week happy, xiaoyi u must jia you n jia you wor... way to go, 2 more hard month to end ur course... k la... bye...

last day of holiday

2007-01-07T22:37:00.000+08:00

3 week of holiday ended today... tomolo sch reopen le... spent today quite happy... see vcd with mum... yesterday while shopping with her, she saw pig bear bear, will be happy, say piggy leh... then i bought her one... today she used it keep making her self diam happy, like a kid... thats great... from now on, my mum is my everything, she happy, i will be happy... so i will try my best to make her happy... i luv her lots... just learn to know how to treasure ur life n ppl around u, example ur family, they care for u, just like u care for them... learn to know how to think b4 i act, think wat will happen if u do this, or ppl do this on u... ok la, just now 10pm... pack my bag... every thing settle for tomolo sch... i know, i nv did my homework... i just waste my holiday playing... but i promise i will work hard the day after today... cause CA next week... final exam 2 mth away... and thats it, will be grading in march... way to go, xiaoyi~jiayou...

wats life

2007-01-04T18:50:00.000+08:00

ren sheng hao nan hao nan... zui jin de wo hao fan hao fan... shen me cai neng zao dao huo zhe de zhen zhen yi yi ne?? zhen de jue de wo hao lei hao lei... yi qie de yi qie nong de wo hao lei.... zui jin hao fan de shi shi bi ye hou de shi... wo yin gai zuo xie shen me ne?? wo bu xiang shen xue le... yin wei zhi dao wo wu fa zai poly hui you bi ye de yi tian de... qi shi neng shang wo xian zai du zhe de ke mu, ye shi wo zui da de kao yan le... zhe liang nian lai, wo du shu du de hao xin ku hao xin ku... suo yi wo bu xiang zai na me xin ku le, hai you zhe ci poly shi 3 nian, 1 shi bu xiang bai fei qian, 2 shi wo mei ben shi he mei xin xin ke yi zai na bi de liao ye... tian ah, wo gai shen me zuo cai dui?? wo bi ye hou neng zuo xie shen me cai dui wo zui hao de ne?? wo zhen de bu zhi dao, wo hao fan niao hao fan niao... wei le zhe, ku le hao duo tian le... mei ci dou hai shi xiang bu dao ban fa lai... wo zhen mei yong...

sick ah

2007-01-01T00:25:00.000+08:00

i am sick... i am so weak... if i nv remember wrongly, two weeks back, i was down with same sickness... fever, stomache, wei tong, shitting... wat happen to me... too weak?? haix... feel so down... oh yah... gd luck to me, homework haven't do, n don't know how to do... happy new year, welcome year 2007, woohoo...

death note 2

2006-12-28T17:42:00.000+08:00

just come back from seeing death note 2... not bad la... L lie light he is death... then later police n L caught light n he die cause of that black colour god of death... but diam funny lo... the story got hole one... god of jealous died cause he use his death note let one human die... white colour god of death died cause help light let L n that old guy die by using his death note... but y black colour god of death nv died as he use his own death note to write light name... bully shit lo... don't quite understand y he want to kill light too lo... the girl is now the black colour god of death owner aready, the girl so love light, he still make light die... wat the hell lo... i know la, light too evil le, he even his father also want to kill... maybe the story want to end faster so can make a prefect ending... wat so ever, this show is 2 hour plus, for the 2 hour, its worth my money la, the ending don't worth only... not bad show... its a must see lo... hehe... k la... end here... tired... just now company per buy clothes, end up we two buy the same one just the different colour only... argh, i waste money again... watever... next tue shopping again... argh... i need job, i need money... hu can help me... haha... k la... bye...

lost, finding back me myself

2006-12-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

haix... as life goes on, i learn a little each day... i know it, i tested them... i put my sushi tei working schedule fri to usn 10am to 10pm... they each day or few hour also don't give me... it nv happen to me b4... so i understand aready, that manager really r sort of revenge，its a silence fired me... y he wan to revenge, cause last time i say i wan to go with my last manager to new outlet, don't wan to stay here... so now my last manager nv bring me over, so now he is taking his revenge n don't want me liao... i fully understand liao... i thot i can forever work in sushi tei, sushi tei is like my second family, i wan to work hard for them, i tried my best, but i am wrong, nope, i am right if my last manager is still here... forget it... i now finding job... wanna to work back hotel, but no one company me go interview... shall see how la...

yesterday dinner we have pizza, nice then ever, the merry christmas surprise pizza... haha... simple yet delicious... near midnight, i suddenly have feeling, wan to do homework accounting wor, so do lo... but don't understand something la... only one question leh... argh, slow la me... tonight mum cook noodle... my sis call her afternoon come my house, she night call me and say now come... so no choice la, bring her in, let her see movie n she take some of my cd back to listen music... when she go back, i feel i diam lost.... no job, no income, no money, for the past 2 year, i nv have this problem b4... haix... my accounting that budgeted account, don't know how to do is correct de, then still do so slow, still need to ask ppl, open sch wanna CA aready, how how how ah?? as life goes on, i am so lost at time... haix... oh god, plz help me to find back me myself and my life... haix...

its christmas

2006-12-25T13:29:00.000+08:00

yo!!! yesterday was christmas eve... lonely christmas eve... haix... was alone seeing tv movie til midnight... so boring... bro was out with friends to count down... me... haix... friends not with bf/gf, then is working le lo... boring... watever... alone at home, i still alive... haha... cause today is christmas aready... woohoo... going to tidy up my room... later night got family celebration... hee hee... enjoy suki!!!

sickness

2006-12-22T00:58:00.000+08:00

after back from KL... sunday night, having flu... eat medicine then slp... monday ok le... tue night, went sis house eat steamboat, maybe food not really cooked, after that drink half a cup of beer only, feel diam cold... back home, after slp liao... wed wake up, stomache pain, keep shitting, should be the food la, having fever too, maybe yesterday raining kanna abit la... got eat medicine, at home waste time whole day... today thur, fever gone, stomache still pain, but shitting less le... still eating my medicine... hope tomolo will be fine... if milk coming during christmas eve, i need to recover soon... no matter wat, my christmas eve til christmas going to spent with milk... hahaha... he is so nice n kawaii... i luv milk :P

full of entertainment with idol

2006-12-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

long time nv blog liao...
last week thur til this week mon chasing milk as he is in spore to promote his EP...
thur
NYP auto, can write name on album, happy...
sat
DXO mini concert, he play piano n sing on his own, handsome...
IMM auto, funny but sweet... he think i got one album only, then he say thankyou, then i say still got one more album, he say oh, u buy 2 ah, haha, then tell him draw more heart, end up he draw more heart n one big heart inside the big heart is a smiling face, ahhhh, so sweet...
PSC nite, he sing song diam high, fans high too, he is so cute...
Chase for dinner, he reaction towards a group of noisy fans, whaha, diam funny, use is face reaction to tell us he don't like them... haha... use his cam to take photo of us sitting there to see him eat without seeing his cam to take it.. think we don't know wat is he doing... diam cute, after dinner back hotel...
sun
KBOX mini fans gathering, diam naughty him, when he know that fans is shy, he will go n disture her to make her more shy... lol... that games with discusing drink, wth, he don't need to drink one lo... haix...
J8 yes 933 charity concert, wow, the shirt with his auto graph on it, pai mai from $50 til end is $300 plus... omg...
Chase til dinner, diam early dinner at 5pm... at one restuarent, we eat one food, he see n say look nice n he go order... win liao lo... haha...
After dinner back hotel was 6pm... the night is still young, so we wait til 7pm plus... really lo, he got come out lo, but wasted la... cause he go massage, use one hour inside, we can't see him at all... then back hotel 9pm... haix... chase his car down to car park, he shake hand with us then go in liao...
mon
after sch, when hotel wanna chase... kanna fans cheat, wanna chase with them de, but end up they ignore me, somemore is the time milk come out... shit lo... left me there like an idiot... luckily got siang ping end work at 6pm... she very steady, very on with me, no matter wat, 2 ppl chase also can... haha... then we chase with 3 more ppl la...
he at clerky there... reach there he was eating... then come out, he go drink at bar, all is for interview for magazine or wat de la... then i hungry go buy thing to eat, one bear biscuit, one HL milk... then eat half way, he come out, then i follow him... then he saw i drink milk, then his reaction diam funny lo, i faster hind it lo... diam sweet la....
chasing diam great, his car is always beside us... keep asking him thing using paper... one diam funny thing is we ask him where he is going, he use his finger to say 972, a radio station... after that, he go 1003 radio station... both radio interview, he got say those fans outside, i know u all r listening to my interview... lol... so cute lo...
then chase to buy food, he nv come down, xuan chuan ppl come down buy only, then back to hotel liao... then we rush to 4th floor wait for him.. he come up, door open his xuan chuan ppl come out, he still lie inside the lift like don't want come out n his face reaction diam sweet looking at us, we all all think y he don't come out... then few sec later, he come out liao... then go up liao... sweet milk...
mon
airport, first ppl to give him letter, then the time he start walking in, all ppl give him things, i cannot follow by his side... like that send him lo... not bad la... at least get the letter to him... hehe...

thur
go JB for kenji auto graph session... when he saw us while he singing, he give a nice looks la... play game, dj say one spore fans come up, i want go de, but end up hong go up... but ok la, cause is not play game with him... haha... then up the stage, while sign time, when i see my friend take her album go down, i faster start talking liao... i think i give him a shock cause i saw him like got a shock by me like that... i say kequn, this is spore fans give u one, inside got t-shirt, bday book n my letter for u... then he say thank you, then start slowly sign my 3 album, still got time, i still continue to talk n talk... then he shake hand with me, n he say thank you lingyi, ahhhhhhh, he say my name leh... haha... diam nice lo... then go queue for next round... go up second time, i tell him this is i help spore fans get their album signed... think he n his xuan chuan all heard i say can write name for them or not... lol... anyway, they discuss n end up cannot la... haha... but nvm, still got talk to him lo... nice him... end up very happy lo...
fri
last night still won't got so mad, today wake up want to go KL find him liao... after sch, 4pm g JB buy ticket to KL... want to go his auto at 8pm, but don't have ticket til 930pm... shit lo... but no choice la.... reach there, sit a privite cab, cheat money one... say send us to find hotel $10 only, then end up after finding few hotel, $30... shit lo... but nvm, at least we found a hotel let us stay... in the hotel, write letter til 4am... then slp til 7am... bath n check out at 8am as their room available for us til 8am only... so when eat breakfast til 9am... then use their internet til 11am... when down times square for his activites at 230pm... i know we reach diam early, but nvm la... then we da bao to sitting there eat lunch... he 3pm reach, pai mai for charity til 5pm ba... want to buy that poster with his autograph one, but that poster diam big n its hard one lo, cannot carry back one la... so end up i nv buy lo... then i go pass my letter give his xuan chuan, n ask him when kequn go back, he say tonight, i ask wat time, he say sorry cannot say.... my friend friend come take our bag to her home, tonight we staying her house... then we rush down to national stadium... reach there was 6pm, buy ticket but don't have cheapest $50 one, left $80 one... haix... we still buy la, then we eat dinner til 7pm... queue n go in... 8pm then start... luckily he is the first one to come out... sing jiang jun ling n nan yong, say wat tonight he is our nan yong... then i know tonight go back, first to come out, sure rushing to airport one lo.... so after his singing, i rush to airport.... we r early la... we reach at 9pm, he reach at 1030pm... but very secretly lo.. first saw his xuan chuan push two luagge til very xinku... we guess he is his xuan chuan la.... follow him see how, then few min, he bring kequn out liao... but we still can't confirm isit him, so we follow behind til he stop at check in passport there.... i see side view was him... so i pull his shirt n he see me, i give letter to him... he ask me how i know his flight, i say guess one... actually is half guess half xuan chuan tell me tonight ma... saw flight to beijing is 1250am la... then he say bye bye to us lo... haix... he is sick down with flu n cough, poor thing still need to rush down to beijing to work... somemore 1250am flight, reach there sure cannot slp liao lo... haix... heart pain for him lo... but thats his job la... i only can pray for him to get well soon... then i go friend house slp... slp til 8am... then take 1030am bus back spore... 3pm reach spore... back home saw he post up his blog his pic at airport... win liao lo, he sure take his time while waiting for his plane to blog lo, cause his time is 12am plus... argh... watever... i was diam tired lo, yet slp at 11pm la... diam lots of thing to do... then today slp til 1pm... diam pig lo... u see la, i 4 days nv slp nicely, can get so tired liao, wat abt him?? haix... then wake up liao, busy with his thing, upload pic n video til now 10pm... then blog lo... k la... the rest of my life is boring... at least this week is full of happiness... now holiday liao til jan... maybe will find another job as sushi tei don't need so many ppl n manager change to him liao... haix... k la, i am diam broke now... jan milk is going malaysia, kenji maybe will go KL too... must work hard to earn money lo... jiayou... bye...

terrible dsy

2006-12-08T15:02:00.000+08:00

today totally understand person n person, when unhappiness with him/her, must straight away tell out. keep inside ur heart, keep n keep, one day will burst. totally hurts today. i am in wrong, shouldn't tell person 1 that person 2 should not sit here cause she too noise, call her go back to her place. but its let me learn something. another thing is i totally can't stand n blust out my unhappiness towards person 1... she keep talking me bad thing, today betreat me, i totally can't control, n told her my feeling. she think i don't know wat happen, i got 6 sence, n my 6 sence is very true. so today, i decided one thing. tell every ppl i know wat i don't like abt them. don't care if from then they will hate me or wat... if they don't like me anyting n watever unhappy also can tell me, let me hear n think if i am wrong, if i am, i will change... i very easy going, i don't like to heard from person 1 telling me person 2 say my bad things. if i know, i will very hurts. i don't like that feeling. and til then, friendship can't be recovered as b4, i mean friendship cannot be as gd as b4...
after talk everything in my heart out to her, i feel diam gd, although inbetween the conversion, my tears keep dropping. maybe i too care abt our friendship, and she simple nv treat it that way n accidently broke it... its over, thing to be learn, next time will understand better.

great marks

2006-12-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

hahaha... just know that i have been long time since i last blog... i got lots to blog, just that time don't allow me... fri accounting was okey, straigh away know i where when wrong... but just that i totally forget how to put my general reserve thing... i didn't know that cost me 11 marks... shit... cause general reserve wrong, pnl wrong, then cash flow net profit wrong, all total mark wrong... argh... sat 1am, i wanted to slp, but saw milk online... yup, 1am so late, so chat with him til 2am plus... then 3am then slp... next day need 8am wake up... sat morning when down to orchard do kenji fc thing... meet someone 10am... she 1pm then reach... nvm lo... just sit at food court eat n play game... then get the drawing thing done... wow, $28 leh... there put $15 nice nice only, ask him he say $15 for head only, $25 for whole body, $3 more dollar is to collected within two week... cause of time i need it in two weeks... after that, few day pass, my another friend told me bugis got ppl straight draw straight give ppl one... shit shit shit... then back home didn't manage to do anything... sunday was the same thing... if i nv remember wrongly... still can play game instead of studying for auditing... but monday manage to study all... tue manage to do all the question, feel very great, think will done well enough.... wed accounting start new topic... quite okey, but slowly should be horrible... haha... after sch when k box cause need to spent $50 to get to go milk fans gathering... reach home 9pm then eat dinner, mum abit not happy... thur audit teacher very shit, let us 10am go sch, 1130 then come in for 15 min, then call us go eat lunch til 115pm... wat the hell lo... better don't come right... then can come sch at 1pm leh... haix... fri got auditing mark, got 90 mark... our class got 3 get 90 mark only... haha... those cleaver ppl in our class also cannot get... they got 85 or 80 marks only... whahaha... but its quite difficult in words, n quite dangerious in the question, very easily got tricked... accually i know i will get gd mark, but didn't expect it to be so gd la... thx god for helping lots... cause i those test teacher give me, i all cannot pass, most is 35 mark only... i got this gd mark, teacher also got shock, cause b4 that, she quite worry for those ppl hu cannot get a pass ma... haha... today go out with mum... when jurong point to shop... shop til 7pm... then eat dinner at pizza huts... try the new pizza for christmas, the $44 one, cause we got 5 ppl ma... then got show outside, is pokemon... haha... pikachu is so cute, i am so crazy, keep taking pikachu pic... whaha... childish, but hu care, pikachu is so cute... haha... back home, paint nail for mum... then see show til 11pm... then see thing til 12am... then blog... today i buy 2 nail poishes, 2 comb... i saw a hat, quite nice, but left last one, then still got pen ink in it... so nv buy lo... but really very nice la, so sweet leh... haha... i look out for new one next time... k... thats all... milk event next week, going or all event... DXO still considering... next next week is kenji... hahaha... so excited... k... bye...

hardworking week

2006-11-23T22:02:00.000+08:00

monday after sch, slp n night do homework. tue after sch, back home 11am, eat lunch n slp at 12pm... til 7pm wake up n see show... then at night got energy to do homework, did all accounting paper liao, feeling diam great... 2am see show til 3am then slp... haha, but don't feel like slping... wed after sch back home bath til 1pm, eat lunch, 3pm slp til 7pm... 8pm do accounting homework, then audit homework til 1am... see show til 3am then slp... today morning 7am i just slp for 4 hour, got an idiot ppl call house phone to find my bro, shit lo... i left one more hour to slp, like that how to slp... luckily i nv get to answer that call, if not, sure scold bad words one... today after sch, reach home... 4pm slp til 7pm... actually don't get to slp well as outside is washing the flat wall... then wake up eat dinner til 8pm... faster sms my friend abt kenji auto at JB in dec... plan to go auto on thur... then don't need to stay, still can go sch... can't wait to see him... haha... tomolo accounting ca, time now 11pm... haven't study, but teacher say if this two days paper u can do, tomolo paper should be okey... haha... later will read through... thats all...

56-sam

2006-11-18T02:07:00.000+08:00

sam wang shao wei... acting this show call jian dao zhi tou bu... he say b4 that the character in this show is mostly like him himself in real life... in this show, he have a very sad childhood background... this father fall in luv with another gal, then that gal cheat all his money, n when missing, in the end his father died... her mother was very poor thing, no money, need to bring up a child, and not long, she died, left behind him with then age of 5(if i nv remember wrongly)... but likely his relitive found him, n bring up him... now he is a rich guy... he is a guy that come to luv, let ppl think he is a playboy, like to make fun of ppl, but i feel cause he scared to get hurt again, so he don't dare to face that he like her... his best pal, like her too, but he told him b4... and sam have to let his best pal get her... he have to bare all the pain... another side, his grandpa, like her as his future grandson wife... he try his best to make sam n her together... i hope this show have a good ending... which is sam with that gal... cause everytime he act a show, he will be the one which get hurt, don't get the gal, and not the first actor... shit one lo... hope this time round, he can get her... not bad show wor... although some ppl out there, just heard the story line, say boring liao, she will nv know how interesting the show is, its a funny show... oh, watever, she is too proud, going to do something abt it soon... i cannot always bare with it cause of the rest of friends is her friend too... kh know my attitude, this 2 days was telling her my limit is reaching real soon, ask her wat she think abt that friend, i get the answer... that gal just don't get me angry again, if not thats it... sam show rocks... haha... always know luv story is just lieing ppl story only, but don't know y, it will touch my heart through, just don't understand... no matter wat, nothing got to change my way of thinking in luv things...

hurts

2006-11-14T22:07:00.000+08:00

only remember last week tue, after sch 10am, lunch with sch mate, after that, plan to see movie, then while waiting for time for the movie, we went to take neoprint, the photo out, don't looks like me... haha... the movie is G2, quite scary, nice movie, as least it scared me for more then 3 time, not like the rest of scary movie that i had watched... fri go out with mum buy lots of thing... then i hungry go kfc eat with mum... she company me, then buy burger eat... accually she cannot eat la, but nvm, once in a while lo... i really enough time with her, but when i think of she love my bro more, i just can't be bothered abt her... cause i feel that no matter wat i do, she just won't take it in heart... if change to my bro, no matte wat my bro do or treat her not gd, she always will like him more, got secret all tell him... i am just a failure, a loner... sat see show whole day... sun play game whole day... b4 i slp, i study account abit... must study cause mon test... yesterday test, was like wth... i don't understand lo... forget it... tomolo she will sure nag at us cause she today told us lots of ppl not gd result... i know she care... mon after sch, back home, see show... see wo ai hei she hui... kenji bday, they bully kenji, everyone pretent they won't like kenji song, say words that r very hurting, i know kenji sure feel bad, but he attitude didn't show up, nice guy after all... i see le also cry, they really too bad le la... then when saw them wish him happy bday, everygal can hug him, i cry, cause i remember he won't come spore to promote his album this time round... yah, he won't come no matter how hard i try... i know company ppl do their best le... i know maybe spore fans r lesser ba... at least i try my best, and let him into yes933 top 10 liao... malaysia kl trip, maybe will go, got 99% wish to go, but need got fans hu wants to go then can go ah... planned wat i want to buy there liao... haha... shopping list ready... hehe... today sy say kenji name, i very sensitive, then i say don't say le, i yesterday cry whole night liao... she n few ppl laugh, don't feel any thing funny lo... imagine ur idol u luv very much, don't come spore promote, you won't sad meh... i know i cry is abit to far la... at least don't say aready lo... since she know he is not coming, don't need say his name, make me think of it... its hurt lots... sometime feel something cannot be control, sometime feel some ppl u just can't trust them too much... but friends don't have secret, friend don't backsnap ppl... but it happen to me always... yap, my life is so sad, don't always see i looks happy, inside my heart, i am not... not even my 7 years friend will know the true side of me... wat i can say is, i am a very sensitive gal, easily hurts n touched... thats it... 24 nov acc CA, 28 audit CA... wth, just open sch 1mth got CA liao... haix... i have no confident in audit, thats wat i can say... account at least hope can get a pass... yah... thats all... bye...

ai qing

2006-11-11T00:31:00.000+08:00

shi jie shang zai ai qing li zui tong ku de shi shen me?? fei shou?? sheng li zhi bie?? wo jue de dou bu shi... jiu shi bei hao peng you bei pan he ni xi huan de nan sheng zai yi qi... ni bu xiang xin?? dan wo you dao li la... xiang xiang dang ni xi huan de nan sheng he ni zui hao de peng you zai yi qi hou, mei ci kan dao ta men, dou hui xiang dao ni peng you de bei pan, hai you xiang ba nan sheng wang diao, dan you mei ci kan dao ta, wu fa wang le ta... na zhong tong, ni yi bei zi dou wu fa wang le de... jiu suan ta men fen kai le, you zen me yang?? na ge ni xi huan de nan sheng dou xuan zhe le ni hao peng you, bu shi ni... ni he ta yong yuan bu ke neng hui zai yi qi le... jiu suan you ke neng, ye hai shi hui xiang dao na zhong tong... peng you ne?? ni zhen de jue de hai neng xiang yi qian na me xiang xin ta ma?? ni jue de hai ke yi zuo hui geng yi qian yi yang de hao peng you ma?? jiu suan ke yi, tong he shang hai shi zai de... zhe yi qie dou shi zhi bei zi bu fa wang diao de shang... dui, wo jiu you zhe yang de shang... dou 3 nian le, hai shi wu fa wang ji... bu fa wang ji hao peng you cheng jing bei pan wo... wu fa wang ji na nan sheng bu yao wo... yi qie de yi qie, ke neng shi tian zhu ding de... wo zai ai qing li shang le hao duo chi... ye yin ci zai ye bu xiang xin tian chang di jiu de ai qing, yi qie dou shi pian ren de... ye zhi you zai xi ju shang cai hui kan dao tian chang di jiu... xian shi shi bu ke neng de... hao nan ren dao di you duo hao ne?? wo jue de zai hao de nan ren ye you bu hao de di fang... wan mei qing ren?? bu ke neng... ke neng zhen de shang le duo ci, hai kan le hao duo sheng bian de peng you de li zi， xian zai zhi yao sheng bian shui xi huan shui, yin gai kan de chu... dan zui ken ding de shi, yao shi yao fen shou, wo yi ding kan de chu... bu shi yi liang ci de li zi le, you hao duo ci le... suo yi zhi yao ni gei wo duo kan ni he ni nan peng you zai yi qi, wo jiu neng kan de chu dao di ni men hui bu hui fen shuo, dan ye bu shi mei ci dou kan de chu la, dan zhi yao wo jue de ke neng, na ni men yi ding hui fen shuo... zhe ye shi you hao duo li zi de la... ai qing, wo ye gei le lao tian, suan le, bu ke neng you wan mei qing ren de... jiu zhe yang... jin tian tu ran xiang shuo shuo ai qing... haha... xia ci jian le...

full of milk

2006-11-05T18:39:00.000+08:00

fri nv go sch, no mc as lazy to go see doctor... heard milk 2nd song... quite nice, specially for fans, dec will come spore to promote his album... sat 4pm go out... 5pm reach cool zone take kenji album from taiwan.. post up FC recuiting form... then meet pal at 6pm... but she late... 630pm then reach.. sit cab down to fort canning hill... see the concert there, quite funny lo, somemore got ants n etc... but overall ok la... milk host diam gd, like him... dance was diam high... sing was so sweet... argh... haha... ending, celebrate shuwei bday, milk joined... and sing song with energy, omg... think this is very difficult then can see one lo... milk n energy sing song together... argh... diam touched, almost cry... haha... after that meet friend chase milk... haha... then energy, milk, superband all go one restuarant at riverwalk there eat dinner cum celebration... from 1030pm, waited til 1230am.. saw milk first out, very fast, he nv saw me... nvm... up in car, he saw me n say hi to me... omg... omg... haha... then after energy up to car, all fans rush t maxi... left few... but all is toward energy... left me n one friend with milk... don't know wat to tell him... keep smiling n look at him... haha... diam pai sei... then go le, back home 130am... then write letter n see show til almost 4am... then slp til today 10am... thot milk go back today, when airport wait from 1pm til 3pm... omg... haiz... but nvm la... think he still got something in spore to settle... back home almost 5pm... online see idol thing til almost 7pm now... haha... my homework nv do... but don't care... haha... i know i am slacking aready... but can't help it... accouting so difficult.. audit all words... haiz... tomolo sitll got sch... sian lo... life is like hell... watever, boat til shore, will have its way...

milk yesterday night say, spore is part of his home... maybe will consider spore as PR... omg... omg... haha... but he also say his mum will kill him... accually maybe he is kidding... but if real, i think maybe he would like to find a gal here?? haha... watever it is, i like milk more then before... one day nv see him, miss him like hell... haha... k... bye...

can i?

2006-11-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

i totally forgetten wat have i done on sat n sun... should be using computer or seeing show at home... mon morning breakfast at mac... after sch, back home got nap n night was seeing show... tue sch 2 hours only... after that, go eat lunch at mac too... sian lo... but no choice, no ppl wanna eat other thing liao... back home slp til 6pm... then dinner... after dinner, half see show, half do homework... wed go simei ite... sign u 4 two job after i grad... one is bank, one is at sentosa as f&b... lunch at their foodcourt... chicken rice order whole chicken share among 6ppl $20... then back home n bath... then 4pm see show til 7pm... dinner n see show with mum since she is alone ma... after dinner, use com see idol things til 11pm... slp liao... today thur sch was normal... after sch got talk... then got food eat after tat... time was aready wanna 5pm... treat as dinner... but back home see mum cook liao... accually i sick liao, wanna slp but can't... so eat dinner at 7pm... then see show lo... eat medicine liao... wanna slp soon... don't know tomolo i will be well or not la... maybe MC... haha... just now see one show... call wan quan yu le... got one card reader... then call ppl choose within 5 card... count abt if u tell the guy u admire that u like him, ur chance of getting him... i choose 4th one to be him... but i like 5th one... 4th one is 80%... 5th one is 100%... wat the hell is this... is it faithed?? telling me to be more yong gang n tell him i like him?? i cried... if we met, i hope i could... i should... but can i?? is he the one?? my mr right?? i don't wanna to get hurt ever again... god, decide for me the right one... the one which won't hurt me, the one hu will love me forever, the one hu nv let me cry... the one.....................mr right....

offical

2006-10-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

mon sch normal... tue no sch... meet jialin out... have lunch together... then go back kimage to repair it... then shop at there til 430pm... omg, spend almost $100... then working til 1030pm... working that day was quite happy la... wed sch as normal... thur skip lesson as audit teacher not free ma... afternoon lesson was diam relax la... then rush to meet company ppl... but she was late 1 hour... nvm... we 3 ppl eat n chat til she is here... then discuss abt kenji fc things... then decide to let us be offical kenji spore fc... yah... i waited for this day to come for abt 1 year aready... finally my hard work pays off... but need to work more harder to let it goes on... then go shop awhile... go friends house was like 9pm liao... haha... then order mac delivery n eat... then at there til 12am... cause need to wait til sister come home n celebrate her bf which is my friend bday la... but nvm... got ppl send me home... i know he care, great friend, but strange feeling... watever... slp at 1am... today wake up at 715am... work 10am to 10pm today... almost late... then forget to put cream on my hair... so shit lo... need 4pm then can go buy cream... but $2.5 cream no use one... haiz... working was okey 4 me... but starting was like shit... cause push me go try runner... omg lo... chef all say he wanna let me die lo... chef all say i nv be runner b4, sure cannot one lo... if wanna let me try, give them one more runner la... i know i cannot la... luckly ken come n help... can't imagine if he nv come... will miss the day working with him when he go vivo next week... haiz... back home lots of thing to be done... now 2am... faster go slp... tomolo still need to study n do homework... oh yah, thx my daughter 4 helping me find out he break with her liao... nono... not my working place that guy... is that guy E*****... break off long ago... don't know y n when... my daughter ask me believe fate or urself... but i think fate ba... if u meant to be together, u will... if not, urself also won't be able... he is a special one... almost 2 year aready, still remember n miss the days in ite... sweet memories... my regret in my life... haiz... won't be working weekend... next week milk come spore... haha... see wat i will be doing ba... hehe... next sat working night as i didn't go tat charity thing... thats all... bye...

weekend

2006-10-22T23:12:00.000+08:00

fri sch was normal... accounting more into it liao... hope everything will be fine... after sch 4pm slp til 7pm... dinner n see show n surf net on idol thing til 12am... tired n slp... sat wake up at 12pm... 12 hour of slp, omg, pig?? yah, i am... wake up plan to do hw, but fail... night was working... quite fine with it... after work, back home surf net til 2am... slp til today 8am... working 10am til 4pm... horrible... is internal unhappiness... can't stand the hell sight of that new M*n*g*r lo... if u want ppl to repect u, u must repect ppl... if u wanna ppl work best 4 you, u must let us know how the way u treat us... u treat us like hell, we treat u like hell... is like that one... come on, u see, bad attitude M******, ppl under him like me la, u think will give customer gd attitude meh... lazy m******, waitress will hardworking meh... come on lo... u all the pay is better then us many times lo... working so lazy, only know how to backsnap ppl... scold us bully us is wat u know... like this where got ppl willing to use their life to work hard 4 this outlet... today bao ying come... night, ppl all fly kites.... mean many ppl should be working, nv come n call in say cannot work... call me work tonight?? not free, lots of home work to do... if no, i still need to think... maybe u should give me 10 reason y should i work for you... later night work 4 you, give me attitude, scold me, bully me, let me work til wanna die.... not worth it... come on lo, u see wats the different has happen to our outlet since u come n james go... when james is here, where got ppl everytime fly kites... where got ppl not happy when working... when james is still here, call me wrok when not enough ppl, i sure will try my best to help him... know y?? cause he will care 4 us, when where not happy, u can tell him... when he see u busy, he will help... thats him, thats the kind of manager that will let ppl work under him willing to work 4 him til no matter how tired, still willing to help... i will always use my life 4 work 4 him, no matter how tired i am... but everything have changed... he goes to new outlet, left us behind... today almost cry, i can't imagine i miss him so much... the kind of manager we need, we like working with... i have think abt it aready, no matter wat, how busy is the new outlet, i sure wanna go over, use my life n energy there, better then here... at least there got a nice manager hu worth it... here, don't think so... will continue request to go there... if he force me til i can't stand him, i will shout back, i don't care if he will wanna sack me or wat aready... if he have eye to see, the way i work is better then that bitch everyday lazy here lazy there, backsnap ppl, pay still can get better then us... but i don't think he have, so no matter how hard i work, don't think he can see... cause today scold me instead of her... forget it... ren zai zuo, tian zai kan... u will get ur bao yin one day... tomolo sch 9am... hw nv do... argh... nvm... see wat can be done tomolo... bye...

exciting 4 days this week

2006-10-19T22:08:00.001+08:00

mon EQ music reply my mail... i send over proposal... they call me... will meet up soon to discuss proposal... hope kenji fc can be open real soon... hope everything will when smoothly... oh ya... yesterday is kenji bday... his present this year by spore fans will be something meaningful not expensive yet no price could buy it from us... haha... not telling u guys til it have been given to him... tue go kimage to reborn n cut a new hairstyle for myself... quite funny as when wed i go sch, friends laugh lo... but i think okey la... costs me almost $300 plus shampoo n conditional, luckily got discount cause of my daughter... she really help me alots lo... skip 2 lesson of sch, company me go n sit there for 4 to 5 hours... really need to thx her maybe by treating her eat... wed sch was okey... accounting lesson me like don't understand with few things teacher teach, so teacher see le tell whole class say, wow, see lengyee don't understand, think when teacher fri teach somemore, she will throw her pencil case, tear her book, n throw her book... diam funny lo... but later on, i slowly understand la... after sch, i from 4pm slp til today 5am... skip dinner... wow, real pig but watever, i like ma... today sch when smooth... tomolo sch hope when smoothly... back home really need study hard... heard CA one mth time... omg, fast man... sat night not sure if i am working or not... maybe yes cause need money... as i wanna go taiwan next year after exam... sunday morning working... k...

oh yah... kenji new album song call "jia de ming zi" make me cry today... diam touching... very few song can make me cry one... remember last time was JJ first album name don't know call wat, got grandpa, grand mum one la... that one whenever i hear, sure will cry... thats kind of writer hu write this kind of song, really diam great writer ok, cause they call touch(gan dong)ppl heart through music... and of course kenji is a writer of all this own song... diam great songer writer n singer... i know there is lots of them out there, but he is someone special... Jiang Jun Ling <- kenji album is now out in all music store, go n grab one now, no regrets of bbuying, if u wanna get his auto, i can help u... thats all... go see book, later will slp la...

exciting 4 days this week

2006-10-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

sch reopen

2006-10-16T14:22:00.000+08:00

accually this week then open sch... made one wrong mistake, haha, forget when open sch... then my schedule one day only lo, luckily sat night need ppl... if not, sure shit one... mon to thur normal life... thur company mum go shop shop... fri mer bday party... celebration at marina square pizza huts... meet 7pm, til next morning 7am... after dinner was 9pm to 10pm... they play game n pool til wanna 12am then plan to see movie... then still walk to the place... 1am no show... so when other cini... then 2am show was full, so plan to watch 4am... then thats it... then while waiting, luckily got book room full of computer n internet... if not, sure sian til crazy... then 430am see the show call dead note til 630am... reach home was almost 8am... after slp til 4pm... working sat 6pm but change to 630pm as i cannot make it in time... sunday was working morning 10 to 4pm... then eat til 5pm... then come home was 6pm... change n go down to play bball... long time nv play liao... call all friends out, but 2 free only... play til wanna 8pm cannot play cuase got ppl train tai ji... then we go drink tea n talk talk til 9pm plus... back home i see 2 show til almost 12am... today wake up at 645am... 830am meet up gals to have breakfast at mac b4 going to class... then sch end at 2pm but let us go at 1pm... then back home see mail lo... n do lots of thing... wanna eat liao, then will slp soon...

kenji album is out in all music shop, go n grab one... i have mine aready on sat... really very nice if u know how to hear music through the writer feeling... buy his album have me another problem... he change in production company... so i did mail here n there... today they reply n i send proposal to them le... hope to heard gd news soon... bought teens today, nov issue... got energy n fehrenheit... k... thats it...

weekly report

2006-10-08T02:00:00.000+08:00

exam result was ok... don't ask more... not tat not gd but just don't wish to comment on it... thur when down to cool zone order kenji new album taiwan version one... fri working whole day... diam tired... wanna slp early but til 2am then slp... today cannot slp too late... 1130am wake up... prepare to go kenji company... reach 230pm liao... when there, found not open on sat... but nvm... put in mail box... really very scare when i wanna reach his company lo... lots of worry lo... wat if fail?? wat if get rejected?? lots of wat if... maybe i put in lots of effort it making up this fc, so i care lots abt it... do u know, every night b4 i slp, i just won't slp straight away... will think wat happen today, wat to worry, tomolo wat will happen... just to live life happier tomolo if today have any regrets... from that day i know kenji album is ordering n coming out soon... i very night start to think of the proposal things... must really go into it n finish up to company... i have endless thot n worry... i can't imagine if later kanna rejected or heard no news from them... i don't think i can accept it... but fact will recover it, n make sure kenji knows my effort... haha... evil me... but i really puts lots of effort wat, y cannot let him know... haha... then after that 3pm, was lots of time b4 i need to reach working place at 5pm... so go bugis shop n buy wat i want to buy... got wat needed 4 my half way board, got a diy book 4 kenji bday present, got cute cute paper to write letter to idol, got a special pen to wirte... accually, i spent abt 30 min to get the right diy book lo... hope everyone will write something n hope kenji will like it... working tonight was diam busy, use my life to the fullest to rush... after work, back home, saw kenji liu yan... cute cute msg, love it... updated my personal kenji blog... see other idol news... thx to one kenji taiwan fans, hu upload wat he sing in auto today... heard new song other that jiang jun ling... play another time, almost cry... his song is special, always will touch ppl heart one... thats a great composer singer k... must support... 13 oct, kenji new album, must support... won't regret to buy it, i can help u get auto from him... thats it... tomolo working night... last day of my holiday... monday sch start... life sux from mon... haha... bye...

just wanna be happy

2006-10-03T23:39:00.000+08:00

sat working when smoothly... sad n worry to know my manager left aready n nv told me whether he is bring me over or not... giving things to worry... sunday working my attitude is very bad... everything just get me very easy angry n give attitude out... ppl saying that not me, very different de me... i don't know wats wrong with me that day... maybe mood swings... haha... nvm... 1 year 1 to 2 time only... its ok... monday was slacking day... see show, waste life away... today same... tomolo should tidy my room ba... think will slack thur too... cause left 2 days to slack aready... next week sch reopen... new topic, new omg days... will waste life away too... cause same old thing will happen 4 my sch life yah... working this weekend... hope every thing will when smoothly... i just wanna be a happy gal... hope i will... as simple as that, happy go lucky... hehe... like dong cheng more n more... haha... sweet guy... kenji new ablum 13oct out... must support... nice nice song wor, all compose by him... hehe... new song 4 my blog by energy kunda compose one... ai shi kong... bye...

enjoy

2006-09-30T00:57:00.000+08:00

tue energy auto... nothing much... long queue... back home so tired slp... wed didn't go send off them... too tired... thur k-box... really enjoy myself... sing all i want... haha... night at sushi tei dinner was great n yummy... enjoy it... sy missed sushi tei ice cream... keep asking 4 icecream when we finish our dinner n its so full... omg, cannot stand it... haha... each person spent $13.8 for the dinner... quite cheap when u can eat til so full n happy ok... after dinner go walk walk see cd at chine town... 10pm back home... don't bare to go home lo, so happy going out with them... haha... back home, saw da dong blog ablum... omg... he is such sweet guy lo... so tie xin lo... every letter n present by fans to him, he will each take a photo of it n post up lo... omg, so sweet... haha... today when to finish up watever need to be done to kenji sg fc... tomolo collect club tee n thats it... just need to find one day as soon as possible down to company... hope everything will when smoothly... tomolo working night... sunday too... jia you xiaoyi... gd night... bye...

2006-09-25T02:30:00.000+08:00

after one day of thots n asking around... i feel i just too stupiq... oh well, P***** have bf, but heard her bf is treating her say normal friend... i still believe my sixth sence although ppl saynot possible... yup... he today should be working but not here... at that moment, feel why am i still so care abt him... o well, should put a stop here... should't cause of that tree n don't give other tree any chances... working place have one cute guy, but quite, not bad, just broke up with gf 1 mth ago... oh man... wat am i trying to do... yao wang le yi ge nan sheng jiu yao ai shang qi ta de nan sheng ma?? if thats so easy, i don't mind trying... the problem is could i do it... i feel nowadays i am so not me... i do alots of thing, think alot of evil plans, just to get near him... i know i should not... forget it... wat i so mind abt yesterday is heard wat he ask abt her thing is same as wat he ask me last week... the same question... feel so cheated lo... ok... share one of my friend view of him... she say e is a gd guy... he have his way of thinking, very mature way of thinking... he has a girlfriend, studying no problem... life is like so smooth for him... maybe of that, he might forget wats the feeling he is giving other ppl... if thats so, its too selfish to me... all the feeling is just wrong... she still say his love life is 3 year le... yah, so wat if 3 years... i just have a friend have 4 year of love life with her bf, but broke up recently... ok la, accually wat if he broke off with her... i could't be his next choice ba... one of other friends say, my way of doing thing is like a child, he is so mature, just don't match... yup... i think so, but i believe one day there sure some one like this kind of me... accually, my way of viewing love is not the same as wat ppl know abt me... but anyway, that makes me open my heart abit... just foget him... we two just don't match, not matter wat... she ask me another question, don't hav any guy wants u meh?? i say this 3 years don't have any... she say maybe u view is too high... i say nope... she say maybe u should open up ur heart abit to let ppl go in... i don't wish.. thats hurts alots... but when faith come, hu knows wat will happen... my last conclude, i should forget him, one last time, and it should be a real one... anyway, i said b4, maybe leaving sushi tei is one way to forget him... yup, i am doing it now... 7 oct, maybe going to new sushi tei outlet... should be able to total forget abt him... hope to find back myself, the nice side of me soon... being evil too long... haha...

oh yah... energy auto on next tue... at bukit panjang... all must support... hope i can bang on F*******(EEEEE)... haha... and yup... this few day see one new show call er zuo ju zhi wen... feel i like this cute guy lo... his real name is wang dong cheng... in that show call ah jin... he is one of the member of a new boyband group call feilunheit... didn't know it until two days ago... shit... i hate this boyband ok... can imagine this cute guy accually is in it... oh man... nooo... i won't like this boyband... yes, i will only like that cute guy... haha... coming thur dinner at my working place with my friends... woohoo... looking forward to it... hehe... thats all... bye...

its all han yu pin yin abt him

2006-09-23T23:33:00.000+08:00

wo de xin hao tong hao tong... yi ci you yi ci, hai shi fa xian wo bu fa bu ai ni, bu fa wang le ni... wo hai yi wei wo ke yi ba ni zhi dang hao peng you... dan jin tian wo de xin zhen de hao tong hao tong... zhong lai mei you guo de tong... zhi dao ni you nv peng you le, P****** shi pu tong peng you... dan wo kan dao ni he P******, you shuo you xiao, xin hao tong... qi shi zuo tian ni mei lai shi, kan dao ta, wo jiu you bu hao de yu gan le... hao bu an de gan jue, hai you mo ming qi miao de tao yan ta... jin tian fa xian ta yin gai ye shi xi huan ni de... wo de gan jue kao shu wo, nv shen de di 6 gan dou hen chun de... kan ta yi zhi xian kao jin ni zuo gong na li, he ni shuo hua hou bang ni... ta ben lai shi he wo yi yang, li ni yuan yuan de di fang zuo shi de... ta jiu yi zhi yi zhi kao jin ni... hai bei manager shuo le 2 ci... ni jiao wo zen me bu wai yi ta mei you xi wan ni ne... gen zao de shi, ni ni ni... kan lai ni bi jiao xi wan he ta zuo peng you ba... ni men de you qing bi jiao hao ba... jin tian ni gen ben ba wo dang zhe bu chun zai de... ni zhi zi he ta shuo hua... kan le, xin hao tong hao tong... chi fan shi, wo zhi chi 2 ge sushi, jiu ba zhi ji mang dao lei lei de... bu xiang kan dao ni men zuo zai yi qi chi fa, yi qi liao tian, yi qi you shuo you xiao... hen bu de wo zhi ji na yi ke, ting bu dao, kao bu dao le... zhen de wu fa xiang xiang ni jin tian bu li wo... ba da ying wo de mian bao dou wang le... wo dao di hai yao zai qi dai shen me... hai yi wei chun zai de xiao xiao xin fu, jiu ke yi le... dan zhen de mei xiang dao wo de xin bu ting hua, wo de xin na me tong... lao tian, wo gai zen me zuo, cai neng wang le ta... wo zhen de zhen de zhi dao, wo gai wang le ta de... lao tian, kuai xiang ge ban fa rang wo wang le ta... wo bu xiang yi zhi zhe yang mei ci xin hao tong hao tong... bu xiang zai yi zhi bai bai de xi huan ta... bu xiang yi zhi mo ming qi miao de ku... wo zhen de shou guo le...

exam finish, holiday here

2006-09-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

last paper costing was so lucky... see last question, was omg... don't know how to do... then anyhow do... after exam check, omg, correct wor... haha... diam happy... back home, play game all the way til mid night... fri working whole day... heard james our manager (which just got the best manager award from all sushi tei outlet at our D&D) kanna transfer to new outlet which opening soon at habour front... diam sad... he treat us very gd lo... not just manager lo... got wat not happy can tell him... he sometime will play n kidding with u during work... i wanna go with him to new outlet but i can't bear to leave my working pal here... how??how?? how?? haiz... then back home after work was midnight play game til 5am today... haha... then slp til 3pm... then eat lunch cum dinner til wanna 5pm... faster rush out to work liao... just came back from work... then see jia zhu n blog liao... tomolo working 6pm til 1030pm... leg r pain as normal due to long time nv work, don't get use to it... next week will be fine... okok... thats all... below abt him...

just now working with him... long time no see de him... thot i have aready forget him... he came n see me then say long time no see liao... then i say yup... feeling nothing at all... then 8pm or so, medeline ask me can give 2 bread to (nv heard properly) thot was cass... then i say ok... cause cass just now say she hungry ma... then later see cass eating other thing... then i ask medeline where my bread... she say she give him eat lo... i tell her i thot u give cass one... haha... diam funny lo... then 9pm was quite not so many ppl le... i go runner there put thing... then he idoit de lo... call me look somewhere then i turn back, he use finger hit my face lo... wanna kill him... haha... then i say just now eat my bread, must pay money de wor... haha... then he say next sat u got work or not, then i treat u back la... then i say don't know ken give me or not... then he ask me holiday ah?? i say yup... then out one order, then i take, he call me pour water 4 him... ok lo... then back he was busy with a bowl of rice... then give me to give customer... told him james wanna transfer to new outlet liao... he say oh, then hu is coming here?? then i say one ppl from OP... then he ask how long he work there b4... i say few month... but he very gd at pushing promotion item... then was working le... after work, eating... he took my folk which i use b4 le one to eat lo... i say my folk wor, use b4 one... he say hai nvm la... was omg lo... ppl talking to him... then medeline ask him eat one of the food la, then he say he don't want... then he ask me want?? i say don't want... haha... then punch card 4 everyone... came out, tell him i punch card 4 him le... he say oh thank you... i say bye to him but he nv hear n nv reply ba... on the way home, was thinking abt wat happen just now with him... feel i am stupiq... i could ask 4 his number when he say next week buy bread return to me... cause i can say, give me ur number then next sat i call u n tell u want bread i wanna eat... haiz... nvm... gone case... lol... btw, few month ago, i get to see his number n remember it... but sch reopen, forget it le, cause intended to forget him... so now also forget le... but nvm... there is always a chance to ask 4 his number as a normal friend... don't wish to think much abt it... just like that, normal friend...

exam week

2006-09-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

hello... sat was half studying... sunday too... accually don't feel like studying... when sunday night was having mood to study, milk online... saw the chat, nv hang, but after 2 min... hang liao... then his com ok, nv add me liao... whole mood was just diam f*** up... then go open one milk jiazhu... private one... need to tell him something private sometime only... mon don't even have time to study... 12pm wake up... eat lunch... 4pm bath... 5pm out... 630pm reach sushitei... 7pm go hotel... then sushi tei dinner n dance started... wow... all the yummy food... all the prize... all the game... the game we call sushi, another half all maki... whaha, thats funniest name i have heard... just enjoy all the thing at there... getting so high... after last food, same n last year having dance... not so high as last year... maybe having different ppl in our outlet... but still enjoy seeing ppl dance... those aunty can really dance well... most worst thing i seen is gal n gal hot dance wor... touch here n there... is so omg lo... but later our staff also play like that liao... i was like omg... was pull 2 to 3 time by 3 guy each time to dance... hey hey hey, its just kor kor at CS sushi tei chef... haha... but reject was wat i done... really don't know how to dance lo... didn't even been to pub lo... k... i am so outdated, old fashion... i know... hehe... oh yah, open that milk private jiazhu, called milk to join b4 i when 4 dinner n dance... after that, at 1am next day, saw he joined liao... omg... i know he will join, just that i didn't except it to be so fast lo... really thanks him lo... he so gd... haha... he is always so gd to me... haha... saw one fans ask him to add her jiazhu, few days ago, until now he also nv add... haha... but maybe she every time open jiazhu call him join until so many jiazhu... so fan lo... i don't feel there is a need to open so many jiazhu lo... at most 2... one private, one public la... milk have so many fans lo, if every one of them call him join 10 of their jiazhu, how can u think of that?? sometime really need to think 4 others lo... k... bitching here... hehe... slp at 2am, wake up at 8am tue... study til 1230pm... bath n eat lunch... 130pm go 4 accounting exam... was quite okey with it... back home 7pm... dinner n 9pm was slping le... cause having flu... from morning til night... exam diam shit having flu lo... today wake up at 4am... accually can't slp at night... maybe cause too stress up... study til 830am... bath n go 4 taxation exam... okok... exam went smoothly... getting same answer as the rest... after that... my eye diam cannot take it liao... 2pm reach home eat til 3pm... 4pm faster go slp... wanna slp til 8pm... but 5pm haven't slp lo... then 7pm my bro n mum is kping outside lo... so loud lo... y i have such a bro like him... so not understanding... shit him lo... morning cannot wake up, need morning call, ring up telephone by mum to call him wakeup... f*** lo... i need to slp lo... night still don't let me slp... go n die la... just diam f*** up, n shout at him n take my dinner... when room to eat... was doing nothing til 11pm... chatting with friend n blog... now time was 12am... slping soon... tomolo should be 6am wake up n study... hmmm... tomolo will have 6 hour of studying time... don' t know enough or not... but costing is like that one... haha... my costing teacher words, me copying him to say... is like that one... whaha... k... energy coming spore end of sept... not excited at all... haha... kone mid oct then album out... haiz... is like that one... haha... kenji album also coming out soon... woohoo... bye...

exam in 3 days time

2006-09-09T01:24:00.000+08:00

bye bye to another week of my life... hello to coming exam in 3 days time... if nv remember wronly, sat afternoon study abit... night remember was playing game again... yap, again... sun confirm got study whole day... mon sch normal... tue nv go sch... wed go sch cause long day... thur nv go sch... today go sch to check all my revision paper answer... naughtest gal for the week... haha... accually not going sch cause wanna spent time at home studying then at sch... cause sch class is noisy... at home u have eerything, n of course no noise... basic days is self study til 5pm slp 2 hour... continue study after dinner til midnight or 1am or so... today after sch back home after lunch, play game cause one week nv touch... then must relex abit ma... too stress also cannot wor... promise myself tomolo til end of exam won't touch the game... hehe... hope so... accually teacher give the revision paper can say study half of it liao lo... just read through n understand will do... hope exam will when smoothly... hope i know how to do everything in the exam... gd luck to me ba... xiaoyi jiayou*** bye...

2006-08-31T23:04:00.000+08:00

one week over... nothing accually happen... sunday was working night... got one new gal supervisor... few new chef... as sushi tei is opening new shop in habourfront soon... new staff r needed... life r just as normal... tue nv go sch... teacher nv come again... so feel better to stay at home... almost slacking myself whole day... sometime feel like killing myself when i wanna spend time studying but end up playing game or doing nothing lo... feel like wasting my life away... yup yup yup... today is thur... another week of study n thats it... exam on 12 sept... thats really fast... i have no time to waste... n today after teacher day celebration... when home... 3pm slp til 6pm... wanna study but ending wasting my time again... haiz... hope tomolo will at least spend 10 hour studying... jia you la... exam no slacking... hope i can do it... after exam is holiday... should be working on every fri to sun... the rest of time will be preparing 4 kenji fc thing ba... lots of thing to be done... feeling time is not enough... 24 hours is just not enough 4 me... k la... thats all... wanna slp liao... gd night... bye...

2006-08-27T00:21:00.000+08:00

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.
You should major in:
Philosophy, Music, Theology, Art, History, Foreign language

What Should You Major In?

haha... interest in 2 of it only... got 6 wor... its music n foreign language... music - music is my life, when too stress up, i need music, when i am free, i listen to music... foreign language - only interested in japanese wor, taiwan their tai yu not bad too, quite likfe hongkong language too... haha...

high fever

2006-08-24T13:27:00.000+08:00

as said in my last entry of blog... tue didn't go to sch... but is cause of MC... cause i have high fever... high til 39 degree... see doctor eat medicine no use... wed afternoon 12pm fever gone down to 37 degree... anyway going to sch cause costing lesson is important today... rush cab down as i still sick ma n time running up... haha... then 1pm lesson til 3pm... then again sit cab home... but by then cause my fever gone up again... reach home see, wow... 39 degree again... so scary lo... 2 days having high fever... later my brain kanna burn how... haha...faster do necessary cooling thing... then at night eat medicine le... 11pm slp... today morning fever gone down liao... 36.8 degree only, happy... after sch back home have wei kou to eat thing liao... this 2 day no wei kou to eat lo... every meal eat the most half of it only... now 36.9 degree... still normal ba... hope fever will gone gone gone... haha... medicine eat til i wanna vomit liao... got alot of sickness so many medicine ma... i got fever, sore throat, gastics pain, stomache got wind... kao... fever de medicine each day 4 time, one time 2 big one lo... haiz... y i get sick now?? exam coming soon lo... sick this 2 day homework all lagging n can't even do at all... hope i will recover real soon... thats all... bye...

full of milk

2006-08-21T16:38:00.000+08:00

hello... i know i one week nv blog liao... haha... k la... accually alot of things happen... but mostly forget liao... haha... sunday night, milk online chatted with him for 1 hr or more... tue he online, but i was playing game with full screen... so i don't know he chatted with me, til 12am i wanna slp time... haiz... so regret n hate myself 4 playing game... cause i got feeling he today will online cause afternoon he did... wed after lunch SG go throw out her unhappiness toward somebody... haha... after that, whole class know abt it lo... then thur n fri everyone is disturing n hinting thing here n there... whaha... funny til siao... thur nv talk to SG til today... cause don't feel like talking to her... cause she have lots of secret between her n SY n JP... just feel that there is one door block us from talking... secret is not wat u know, is they keep saying abt me lo... feel she keep alot of thing from me lo... feel like she can backsnap me de lo... haiz... maybe i think too much... but half of my feeling is right la... wed s&w go gym.. thur n fri back home after sch n eat lunch... fri play game online... sat go wilber auto... first i get the place wrong... thot was imm but was west mall... then reach there... cannot sign... cause ticket different... so shit de lo... u know wat?? buy from sebawang cannot sign at all, ticket is 4 sun mini concert... shit lo... buy from cd-rama then can get auto lo... wat sia... wat 4 i buy wilber album just 4 mini concert... wat i want is auto lo... feel so cheated by them lo... but my friend help me get my album signed... then wilber go back time, from behind see them... see fans so crazy, feel like laughing at them... but i think back, i was one of them when i once chased energy... whaha... anyway thats a memony once time in life time... nothing to regret... haha... back home sat, was chatting with KH n eating dinner 8pm... milk online... then he chat with me... but my msn hang... so shit de lo... then i online again he nv add me back to chat liao lo... KH say i so unlucky today, first wilber, second milk... yup... need go pray liao... haha... jkjk... maybe no luck to chat with milk ba... i can count myself lucky that i am in his msn le... some fans cannot get in his msn as his msn full ppl liao... nvm... there is always a next time... hehe... sunday play game plus homework... mon sch normal... after sch back home eat lunch... play game til 4pm... wanna slp but F***ing renovation outside there is so loud til i cannot slp... die liao lo... this renovation think is for at least few mth de lo... then afternoon i wanna slp how?? i nv slp at afternoon later cannot study or do homework de lo... haiz.... then blog le... later do homework... tomolo not going to sch... cause no tax lesson on tue... costing teacher nv come... accounting i know how to do liao... so wat the point going... wasting my 2 hour on transport... better stay at home n slp... hahaha... k... thats all... bye...

sick

2006-08-13T12:50:00.000+08:00

tue half day, selling thing in sch... nothing much... after sch, when eat long john... then shop abit... buy sticker with pic n name on it de... back home do nothing... slp at 12am ba... then wed wake up at 9am... 11am do homework 4 accounting til 4pm with lunch inbetween... slp til 6pm... wake up n study costing til 10pm... eat abit dinner at 10pm n see show... 11pm study til 12am then slp... thur costing ca... quite okey... hope can pass... hehe... costing 2 period teacher nv come... 11am can go home le... sit kh father car back... reach home was 1130am... slacking day... 1pm lunch... play game til 6pm... slp 1 hour til 7pm... then eat dinner... then continue to surf net... 10pm see show... 12am slp... fri sick... but must go sch cause friends bday... celebration in sch... diam f*** up with the delivery of cake... from a**** choice... say will send from 1 to 4pm... n try to send b4 2pm... we waited til 3pm still haven't here... half of the ppl gone liao lo... the cake was 1kg lo... call n scold n the cake was here at 330pm... so shit de lo... somemore don't think the cake is nice lo... tasteless cake... haha... take pic with teacher... then they wanna go see movie that i don't want to see la... but the movie is at 6pm... time now was 4pm... so i say see the exgirlfriend which i wanna see lo at 430pm... but bday gal say don't want, late liao lo... but u see la... now time 4pm le, wats the point if u really wanna see movie lo... if the show start 4pm, end 6pm de lo... so why don't just say u accually can't see anyshow by the time 4pm leh... ok... bday gal biggest... haha... then when home... reach home 5pm plus... play game til 7pm... dinner til 8pm... eat medicine n go out with mum to pasamalam... 10pm back home see show... slp at 12am ba... can't really slp... wake up at 9am... eat n do homework... after lunch still doing homework... 4pm, slp til 7pm... then dinner lo... then mum give me a drink that will cure my throat lo, but diam bitter lo... but nvm... play game til 12am... slp liao lo... today wake up here n there cause can't slp... 1230pm wake up... then blog liao lo... now time 1pm... waiting 4 lunch... hehe... mum haven't back... oh yah... today energy going back home JB to taiwan... need to pass by spore airport to take plane back... but i not going down as i am sick, n kunda to me is nothing le... i thot today i working as i got put schedule ma... but call last night, they say don't have... chey, let me rush homework til like that.... haha... nvm la... now still sick... throat n diam flu... i hate it... k... thats all.. bye...

lost n down

2006-08-07T18:55:00.000+08:00

having sad day today... feeling so sad... yup, i am a person hu is easily hurts... harsh words can't use on me... everytime the same thing, account teacher come in, then i always will sit infront b4 gong back to my sit behind... then she everytime will call me go behind... everytime i joke with her say don't want... today she diam angry lo, i just put my hand to support my head n say don't want, say i act cute in front of whole class lo... say not happy ah... i know she will hurt me one some day... cause she is that type that anyhow say thing easy hurt ppl... i told my friend abt it, she one day will sure make me cry want... ok... thats pull my mood down half... i ask my friend how to do question 2, as teacher got tell them how to do, n she did le lo... she say don't know la, say don't know how to do ur problem la, say don't always ask me how to do la... don't wanna teach me tell me nicely la... think i can only ask u meh... say til so not happy mood, class mate laugh, she laugh... make me like an idoit... feeling wanna cry out... almost wanna cry le, just pack my bag n faster go out of class b4 anyone make me cry out... then sit kenghui father car back... back home cry alone... feeling no one like me, no one care abt me... feel so alone... no one can understand wat i wants... everyone around me hurts me... no matter friends or family... feel so lost... faster see xiaodao act de show... n eat lunch... 3pm slp til 6pm... wake up doing homework, think n think... cry more n more... feeling everyone around me hurts me lots... yayaya... i am a person easily hurt, but u all just don't know... cause seeing me everyday playing around, telling joke, smile all day... seem like my life is so happy... accually thats not me... i will always at night, think abt wat happen today, n feeling life is so unfair, n will cry til i fall aslp... thats me... its 360 degree from wat u see... yup...

today having super treated by sushi tei as we have extra money 4 promotion item... but i am not going as tomolo i need wake up at 5am... n the super is after 1030pm.. back home should be 1am le... so not going... dinner now, later do homework... i am so stess as costing really make me feel like giving up... escape is wat i know, when i am so afraid of that subject... i know myself wat i am doing... fail is another option 4 me now... cause i really don't know how to do unit 8... no one seem to help me after sch... after all, wat friends do i have... don't seem one will help... k thats all... crying while typeing... bye...

2006-07-30T10:31:00.000+08:00

tue was normal sch life... after sch, back home eat lunch... from 2pm eat til 4pm... then slp til 7pm... then eat dinner n see show til 10pm... then see tv til 11pm... then slp lo... wed was normal... lunch in sch... snw play bball... after sch when take my jie bao(J-star mag)... then back home was 6pm... then bath til 7pm... then eat n see show lo... forget got do homework or not liao... 10pm see tv... 11pm slp ba... thur n fri sch life was as normal but without kenghui... she is sick la... after sch when eat lunch with shuyu they all lo... then fri after lunch buy thing at popular... write letter send in to superband for ticket... then back home... see show n play game... dinner 7pm... see tv at 10pm... slp at 11pm... sat wanna do homework... but the time i play game, i just can't stop... so wasted my days just like that... slp at 10pm... today sunday wake up at 10am... eat breakfast n blog... later force myself to do homework... haha... hope i can... next tue CA coming... sian... time to wake up suki... haha... i only scare abt is costing only... the rest still can cope... k... thats all... bye...

suit me best

2006-07-25T15:34:00.000+08:00

feel that one song is so suit my feeling n suitation...
the song is twins new song call wo hao xiang ai ta...
nice song, suit me best ba... haiz...

full of kenji wu

2006-07-25T14:55:00.000+08:00

sat working full... morning heard friend play song listen n heard kenji song... mood is high... haha... ask her y got kenji song... she say his song is so touching lo... after work was diam tired... back home was slping at 1am... sunday 9am wake up... eat breakfast n see show til 11am... faster do homework... busy til 330pm... then finish up n decided to go work... bath n rush to work... working was okey expect rushing customer... oh ya... customer ring tones just now scare me sia... kenji song... haha... back home was like pig... faster slp at 12am... mon 6am wake up 4 sch... sch was okok... after sch lunch with gals... 3pm reach home, see show til 430pm... slp til 8pm... wake up dinner n see show til 10pm... then see tv til 11pm... internet til 1130pm... saw kenji new blog... say he is preparing new album... woohoo, gotta support him all the way... me also gotta busy... after exam should be busy his fc thing le ba... must faster set up... then wanna do homework... but think tomolo wat day, so scare, faster slp... u guys should know la, scary day... haha... then today wake up at 7am... lesson normal... costing new topic... was okok... back home... see show plus lunch til 3pm... then blog lo... now 330pm... wanna slp le... later then do homework... oh ya, some selfish ppl, get her bao yin back... hahaha... today heard, laugh til so happy... hu call her don't wanna help ppl, but need help ask ppl, plz lo, hu will help u la... stupiq... haha... bye...

i hate myself

2006-07-21T23:51:00.000+08:00

mon til thur wasting my life... feel like killing myself... play game is all i know... can't stop playing... maybe just too scare to do costing... wed go library study with kh... is like i company her, i teach her accounting lo... i ask her costing she like don't know lo... so i am wasting my time there... if nv go out, can slp de lo... if i know she don't know costing, i sure slp at home... haiz... theres i die... open sch sure no homework can be submitted de lo... costing cause all don't know how to do... no one free to teach me... today tomolo sunday, i working... so how?? sure kanna teacher scold lo... but no choice, hu call me so stupiq, costing don't know how to do... accually nothing really happen this week... today working was okok... my yao very pain... just no b4 after work, me n one gal chat abt him... told her teach me how to forget him... she don't know i still can't forget him... then i say lo, then i ask her if i tell him leh?? she say don't be crazy... latr will be very pai sei de lo... i feel the same way... so i told her daughter tell me if really like a person don't need think too much de... then she say again plz lo, he got gf liao, tell him also no use... i feel the same way too... accually she is right la... wat am i trying to do if i tell him, wat i expect him to do leh?? don't think any possible 4 us ba... just forget it, be friend is wat i can n should do now... just now go home mrt got one handsome guy... haha... look like japanese wor... saw him 2 time le... last time was last sunday after work too... hehe... can see he like music alots... got music de xi bao... not bad leh... if no gf, then i snatch liao... haha... just kidding... tomolo working 10am to 10pm... wow... jia you ba... gd night everyone... bye...

tiring days

2006-07-17T02:13:00.000+08:00

after 3 days of diam tiring days... i am back here to write my life... haha... fri wake up at 12pm to do hair 4 kh bday party... but time 4pm fail to be done... nail to be done b4 5pm... congrat after few time of fail... while waiting, play game la... time is up... meet up... dinner time... 7pm eat til almost 10pm... oh yah... at soulgarden... yummy dinner... enjoy myself... and yah, long time no see since sch closed de friends, lots to chat, having lots of fun... back home 12am wanna slp... think 2pm haven't able to fall aslp... wake up at 730am sat morning... working 10am to 10pm both sat n sun de me... diam tired of course... imagine u wanna slp ut cannot n slp less then 5 hours, later still need to work 10 hour see see u will know how i was feeling.. was okey afternoon expect few rush customer... lunch cum dinner 4pm til 430pm... slp til 545pm... diam tired... eye still closed to work... haha... can see from my eye... slp not enough, haven't wanna to open eye... haha... night working with someone is nice... hehe... friends ok... yup... nothing more... come diam early tonight... need wait 45min then can work.. ask him push his time forward, he say don't need, wanna rest... wow, got money $4 leh... hehe... oh yup... from the first day i know him, he is so rich la, in sence that he earn, he dare to spend... meaning spend quite alots... eat nice nice de food, can say treat himself very gd... haha... abit busy here n there... after work, customer left, haven't clear table, he faster take wasabi n say leng yee faster come n eat lo... haha... don't care him... go clear first, if not kanna scold... oh yah, his hand injury... from last week le... nv have chance or don't dare to ask... so sat night ask lo... he say push up or break dance ba... don't know wat he wanna say then call me faster go eat liao... haha... wow... yesterday not much customer, so left lots of food... i mean first time have all the nice nice food... expensive de wor... katsu, ebi, 2 type mentai... just too many 4 me, yummy... after eating, punch card... he ask me got punch 4 him, say yup, then he say ok, faster go home lo... haha... so rush man... back home slp at 1am... today wake up at 8am... morning working was diam f*** up... wrong order, so busy, C**t*mer was so not understanding, no one help me to clear table, wash plate de ppl is new... just too f*** up til i so stress n angry... u know la, wash plate de new ppl sure die half liao... cause slow ma, then i need plate ma... then i behind de ma... . so must be respondsible to take plate... k... maybe i am just too relax nowaday with sir n sharon working here... sir like to do everything... n sharon is diam fast worker... k, i should think abt it n do nesscessary action b4 sushi tei take action... haha... 330pm, i do aunt work... wash 4 them, cause wash plate de go eat, no plate la... feel working sushi tei must be flexible... anytime anything must know how to do... haha... 4pm break, 430pm slp, 550pm wake up... as usual, eye cannot open.. but not so tired ba... night was just okey... reach 9pm was lesser n lesser la... yesterday n tonight i do washing... after work, eat was okok la... not much left... back home bath... wanna slp but hair not okey... see show lo... see til 2am... then see thing abit then blog... now 230am... wanna slp le... gd night... tomolo having gd rest day... bye...

Check out!!!

2006-07-13T01:43:00.000+08:00

Etc Link ~ video n pic of me n idol...
Me Link ~ got pic on one guy hu bring me happiness, and i want to use my this life to just luv him...

do finish accounting pratice le... now then know i nv bring back tax homework... shit de lo... tomolo gotta force myself to touch on the scary costing le... jia you ba...

2006-07-12T14:51:00.000+08:00

19th bday de pic, just post up...

Bday Cake

19 candles

19 Years old de me

new blog skin

2006-07-12T05:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday slp til today 4pm... wow, pig wor... tired ma... then eat til 5pm... see show til 8pm... eat til 9pm... see show til 11pm... online see thing til 1am... do new blogskin til now 5am... haha... yap... hope n should start homework tomolo... hehe... my new blog skil nice or not?? plz tag... hehe... bye...

10 july

2006-07-11T02:48:00.000+08:00

gd news n bad news... haha... gd is that he this week is working on sat, so can see him... bad is i decided to treat him as normal friend, and don't think too much le... hope my heart follows the way i wish... don't wish to tell him... cause he and his gf got 3 years together le... if wanna break, sure not cause of me... and don't think is possible cause i am so not gd... in sence that, i am fat, got attitude problem, very chu ru de ppl... his person so gd, if now no gf, sure got lots of better gal wanna be his gf ba... feel that i don't suit him... pei bu shang ta... accually always wanna be gd friend with him de... hope we can... the rest don't wish to think too much... can forget faster forget... hurts is wat i will get more n more if my heart don't follow wat i said...
sunday working was so relaxing lo... not busy at all... can do nothing de lo... haha... then was like 9pm not much ppl can clear things liao lo... 945pm was like no customer liao lo... but we 10pm then can eat leh... so waited n waited... wow... that day de time passed diam slow lo... is like 10 min like one hour liao lo... eating was so nice lo... cause not much customer, food left is alots lo... all nice nice de lo... eat til i so full... then i still go buy ice cream to eat... party time ma... very rare can have so relaxing day k... back home play game til 2am... oh yah... today don't have work de... but last min got lots of order take away which yesterday night call... so yesterday manager call me work morning lo... i say okey lo... today go send take away... wow, then i know is a $600++ de take away lunch set 4 one company... is samauge a hp shop ba... is office type de, all han guo ren leh... got handsome de wor... haha... work was like ok ba... cause 10ppl working ma... 3pm off work... buy lunch eat til 4pm... back home 5pm... see ai qing mo fa shi last esp... wow... nice ending... but too rush to end the show liao la... haha... 6pm bath... then play game til 730pm... eat n see superband til 9pm... then play game til 1230am... then remember forget to see result show... ask friend hu out, she say man tuo... haiz, expected liao, should be out long ago liao... no offence to fans la... but they really cannot make it lo... think jus B they all better than them ba... then play game til 130am... then see show til wanna 3am then blog... wanna slp le... working on sat 10am to 10pm, sun same too... woohoo, $$ here i come... fri celebration... enjoy suki, but tomolo must work hard on homework liao... haiz... gd night... bye...

8 july

2006-07-09T00:45:00.000+08:00

wasted my life just like that... haha... mon tidy my room... then play game... tue til thur wasted n just play game til late night... yup... thats me... haha... fri night working... he cancel his job... yesterday working was okey... 9 ppl work ma, if add him is 10 person lo... after work was quite late... back home... see show til 230am... feel wanna to slp then slp liao lo... today wake up at 130pm... nothing much... tonight he got work... as usual... he came in, i see him, he see me n smile... then runner de him... yup, today did a crazy thing... which is escape from him... just don't wanna get any more no use de feeling from him... was standing there... far from him... he walk here... then ask me this week work how many days... then ask me yesterday busy or not?? i say ok ba cause got many ppl ma... he ask me how many, i say 9 lo... then say got included him or not?? i say no la... then he say add him is 10 ppl wor... haha... then talk here n there... me ask him y yesterday fang fei ji... haha... then he say got ot work ma... then i know he now work full time at a office ba... think is attachment for 6mth there ba... haha... disture him say that job important sushi tei not important la... he keep explain that that job is promised de job or watever la... means cannot reject de la... if not very pai sei ma... then nv talk til end work... eat lo... talk cause of disture one gal... haha... then i start talk to him lo... ask him tonight work inside busy or not?? then he say okey ba... haha... then don't know wat else we talk le... end work, i wanna go in punch card, he call me punch 4 him... then i say punch for u?? but u still need go in to punch hand ma... he say he don't need punch hand cause no hand id... haha... now then i know wor... then punch 4 him lo... then come out, he ask me got punch 4 him, i say got la... then say bye bye liao lo... back home, see idol thing... the now blog lo... time now was 1am... slping soon... see i feel wanna slp then slp lo... tomolo night working... he nv work tomolo... haiz... he working next week fri... but i nv work... cause my friend bday celebration... oh man de lo... i was thinking should i work on fri... if i insisted to work, then i can see him liao... haiz... kh ah, see i xi shen so much 4 ur bday la... not only $36, but also not seeing him ah... then i work next week 10am to 1030pm for both sat n sun... but he nv work... so cannot see him 4 one week.. but ok la... hope can forget him... haha... k la, promise myself to treat him as normal friend from now on... others thing, let god decide ba... k... bye...

3 july

2006-07-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

mon til fri sch normal... remember wed too stress... give up on studying... back home slp fro 5pm til morning 6am... fri got snw... make up de... need early go sch... play badminton... stupiq me, go play til so high, til my hand pain like shit... then remember i working tonight n sat n sun full working days... omg... idoit me... after sch, when eat lunch... back home 3pm slp til 4pm... wake up bath n pack n out i go 4 work... working was like so hyper... then told ppl say u see ah, fri me very hyper, tomolo half die liao, sunday black face liao... haha... really lo... fri night diam busy liao... sat more busy lo... non stop de busy lo... all ppl face diam black lo... my manager also lo... my manager call me stan table one to five, cannot run away ah... i say i want to run also cannot ah... then he keep laughing n telling every one after work... no choice lo... busy u go where, ppl call u til where... some more i one person running 5 table, one table can sit more then 5 ppl de wor... still need push dirty dish, clear table, take out plate wash finish de, order n more... haiz... heard got one customer complain... but no choice, busy is like that... i try my best le... sunday was fully diam died... lucky night was not busy... fri reach home 12am slp... sat 12am slp... sun 12am slp... diam tired lo... today 11am wake up... wash my bed sheet... clean my room, mop n sweep lo... then bath til 1pm ba... then play game n eat lunch til 4pm... take my dry bed sheet n bring in n put on my bed... then see show til 8pm... eat n see superband til 9pm... then see show til 11pm... then blog le lo... will slp soon la... tired wor... don't know tomolo wanna do wat... hehe... maybe see finish all the show n study if got time la... haha... don't wish his words r right... told him i mon til thur wanna study at home, fri til sun work ma... he say study ah, don't cheat ur heart la, play lo, holiday must play de ma... haha... but don't think i have the time to play... yup... is him... again de him... thot i could forget him... nope, should say thot i forgetten him le... but when i saw him on fri, my heart still got feeling... don't know why... telling my self cannot, he got gf, he won't like me, lots of reason to stop loving him... but... my heart just don't follow... help... i need help... can anyone teach me to forget him... y this world, to love someone is so easy but to forget person is so difficult... sunday saw him again... working with him is diam happy... sunday not much customer so can talk abit... but is him talk to me de... i stand quite far from him... he come over n chat de... keep feeling he is too close to me... don't wish so, but my heart n him is just so close... how can i forget him?? maybe time when me or him get out of sushi tei ba... k la... go see superband le... suki, stop think too much, love a person is so hurting... so just love ur self... oh yah... sushi tei 2006 dinner n dance set date on end of sept... woohoo having fun but need money to buy cloth... haiz... bye...

25 june

2006-06-25T13:52:00.000+08:00

wed lesson as normal... no snw, so go home early plus costing teacher let us off one hour early... me, kenghui n jinpin go out buy cihui bday present... shop til 415pm... back home... thur after sch, passed cihui present... then go eat with cihui n kenghui at kfc... yummy... 2pm back home lo... of course lagging day la... cause no homework ma... play sims 2 til night... slp at 11pm... fri after sch, waited 4 per... thot we wanna eat together de... but ask her say don't wanna eat... me n kenghui sian half liao... then i planned n called my mum to ask her buy 4 me lunch... then they say wanna eat at cwp... shit lo... haiz... then reach home was 1pm... then faster eat n pack bag... going down help shuyu they all 4 charlet... but i reach, she haven't reach... waited 4 cihui, then go in, then saw her... but was 5pm le... i need to go meet my friend to pass me thing... reach milk dance lesson there, was 6pm... waited til 7pm... thot their lesson end should be 615pm... think milk drag the lesson started late end late ba... then saw her, passed me thing i wanted... but anther gal nv bring... then seat bus back to charlet... was raining at pasir ris... waited 4 cab... 8pm wait til 845pm... then finally my turn to seat cab, reach there was 9pm... hungry til crazy... eat abit le... time to play... haha... i go bbq the MM... then eat... eat le, bbq 4 ppl, feed them eat... haha... after a few round, no one wanna eat le... me go up stair see see... then play zhong ji mi ma with jin pin they all la... planned to go home at 11pm plus... but that game was too high... so nv go home lo... stay lo... got go out buy thing n eat mac ice cream abt 12am?? haha... then back, we play uno til wanna 3am... then see wan zi bian qing wa til 4pm... they still seeing, just me wanna go slp le... tired ma... n see gino le, can go slp with sweet dream... whahaha... slp til sat 730am... alone wake up... see no one wake up, rest back... subrina wake up le... then i call her close door 4 me... me going back home to slp... seat train to airport, then buy breakfast 4 mac, then seat bus back... back home from 10am slp til 1pm... then faster eat, bath n do hair... then 230pm rush out... meet shuyu at cityhall 330pm... i reach early... she was in time... then we go milk dancing lesson le... at there, i then remember forget to bring the milk dancing lesson card... but nvm, got ic, they have my name there... that gal passed me the thing, but let me see only... nv photocopy one 4 me... 4pm lesson, milk drag til 430pm cause got tv program ppl recording him... later record our dance also... haha... when milk say that, everyone was like running off the cam... then milk say come back, i just kidding only... but really de lo... haha... then warm up was diam nice... but my cap was like wanna drop at anytime la... one hand do warm up, one hand hold cap... then dancing lesson le... quite okey ba... few step infront was difficult... behind step r easy... but my frined not same... they say infront easy... maybe they r more gd in leg movement... me gd in hand movement... cause infront step r more to leg movement lesser to hand... behind de step was more to hand movement, lesser to leg, so i feel more easy... haha... ended at 545pm... no photograph or autograph session... wanna complain liao la... class a got both, class b got group photo, we group c don't have any thing... wat the hell lo... then b4 he when out, shuyu friend keep calling milk, but when he answer, he when out the door, but can hear la... she call milk to wish shuyu happy bday lo... he got lo... waolao... know she sure will use this to kill me... haha... cause that time my bday i also wanna him to wish me, but near CA so cannot... haiz... then rush to change... thing give shuyu bring back to charlet... me n pal go concert... go buy burgerking food, then rush cab down... each person $4... ok ba... reach there was 630pm... eat til 7pm... then wait til 730pm... then can go in... wao lao, cannot let me bring drink in, nvm... but inside nv sell drink lo... so kns de lo... then 830pm, concert start... b4 start, saw milk when in... wow... accually we will guessing him will come or not... but my feeling not stronger then my friend... saw him with his bro n one aunty... whaha... diam angry when saw him almost the time talking to that aunty... haha... JJ concert was diam high... he's spore proud... the concert rocks... end was 11pm... wanna rush cab down to charlet but no cab... so seat bus to tam, then at there seat cab down cause midnight, no bus liao, cab alot... eat there was 12am... eat til 2pm ba... talk til 3am plus... then bath... when i come out, shuyu n subrina was slping liao... sian half liao... then i slp lo... slp til 8am was like slacking on bed til 9am... then cihui bf n her bbq food... we eat together lo... the rest was still slping... til wanna 10am then wake up... me eat almost full by that time le... then 1030am check out... then waited 4 bus... waited 4 cab... cause shuyu n subrina got alots of thing, so i help them take n wait 4 cab... they go home, then i go home lo... reach home was like 1pm plus... on com, of course surf idol things la... 3 day nv surf net le leh... saw article on xiaodao... was like same old thing... ivy is evonne sister, is xiaodao de new sign on yiren... on the new show, ivy n xiaodao yesterday act kissing show, ng 10 over time... haiz... then 330pm, blog lo... long blog wor... haha... btw, mon n tue wat happen, i forget le, so nv blog... haha... feel me having memory lost... k... nvm... thats all... me now slping til mid night or so ba... gd night?? still early la... haha... bye...

18 june

2006-06-18T22:54:00.000+08:00

thur was diam relax... accounting new topic was quite okey... then costing no teacher... 1130am let us go liao... after sch, go eat lunch... after that, go out with kenghui to buy bday present 4 cihui, shuyu n subrian... shop til our leg wanna die... reach home was 7pm le... then eat noodle ba... then see show ba... lagging til late late... fri skip first lesson as teacher not here ma... 8am wake up... 10am lesson til 12pm only... accounting can do 2 question... not bad leh... then eat lunch with shuyu... kfc til wanna 2pm... then reach marsiling was 215pm only... waiting 4 friend... she wanna pay me back money n vcd... 3pm then she can... i shop there lo... see see only la... then see ah see ah, saw her... then she give me lo... then i meet mummy at supermarket... she take so long lo... if i know my bro coming... i sure go home de lo... haha... thot no one company her ma... shop til 5pm ba... then go home... slacking time... dinner eat rice ba... 10pm plus slp le... sat working ma... sat 8am wake up... 10am working til 4pm... quite okey... abit busy but okey... fussy customer will make me abit not gd la... then after work eat noodle... 430pm go home... reach home wanna 6pm le... faster bath n slp liao... then i from 6pm slp til today de 5am... haha... this is just nothing k... later u will know how pig i am... then cook n eat... 13hours nv eat leh... then half eat half see show lo... then see jiazhu til 9am... then write letter give milk til 10am... then rush out to meet friend... then sit bus to airport... send off milk... saw him, diam happy... pass him letter... wanna tell him that letter is important but don't know wat happen to me... saw him was like scare lo... maybe too long nv so close to him n talk to him le... then nv say anything... he was great today... haha... think next time will black face again... haha... he like to mood swing de... so if a gal like him, think will very poor thing... one day happy face, one day bad face... haha... just kidding... hehe... send him off... back home... 2pm at home eat lunch... then 3pm was my piggy time... so tired lo... don't know y... slp til 7pm... haha... so pig right... then see show til 830pm... my dinner came... then eat n see show til 10pm... then liuyan see see here n there til 1130pm... pack bag n bath til almost 12am... now blog lo... 1am slping... tomolo 6am need wake up... oh man... ok la... tomolo after sch back home should be piggy again ba... haha... bye...

14 june

2006-06-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

woohoo... one week nv come blog liao lo... accually nothing much la... thur accounting CA... get 92 mark ba... fri after sch go NYAA talk... after that, go register milk dance workshop... woohoo... milk have dancing lesson... haha... so hapy lo... then go home liao... sat n sun nothing much... at home lagging... see zi jin zhi dian... sun slp at 9pm wanna wake up at 3am mon to do homework de but too nice to slp liao... so nv do homework at all... whaha... mon after sch, got hobbycraft... 5pm then go home... sian lo... haha... back home do accounting homework... plan wanna don't go sch tomolo but spoiled by accounting teacher... cause she wanna teach new topic... haiz... tue another of my plan spoiled by light bulb... got so many ppl can call to company her to go work parttime by sch de la... she don't wanna call, go call shuyu... waolao de lo... shuyu cannot take de, but she go take... cause i wanna her go taiwan with me during holiday de... but she take the job so cannot go liao... go n die... diam angry that day... after sch back home from 2pm slp til 7pm... then dinner til 8pm... then study costing CA til 12am... then slp... cannot slp cause thinking how la... my taiwan trip... haiz... think n think but no choice... is not up to me to think liao... cause she decided n i no choice... if go on fri, also no use, milk in spore... haiz... today costing exam... not bad... but just the theory only la... not gd at that... SnW, play bball... long time nv play liao... once, bball was like my second life... cannot live without it til the day where my leg cannot take it n break down... nowadays, see got chance then play lo... not as gd as last time le... today play, feel i have forgotten the flying feeling at the court liao... haiz... after sch, rush home... haha... no la, just that me n light bulb is first one to get out of sch... back home, no rest, go visit grandmum... long time nv go see her liao... after that dinner lo... back home then can have bath... 815pm then online... woohoo... happy... diam happy la... ahhhhhhhhh.... xiaodao make my day smile til end... haha... he liu yan le... but very stupiq words he say la... 10am ask ppl eat liao ma... haha... is it breakfast or lunch lo... funny lo... found that fans still can't accept him not coming back 56 de fact... although i wanna him to be back, but i know wat is not possible, wat is he don't wish, wat thing make him better n happier... n the fact that i have accepted it la... soemtime still miss him when he at 56... but believe now de him is better... now acting new show de him, haha, shuai lo... k la... thats all... exam finally over... relax?? oh no... next exam on 2 aug... where can relax lo... k... bye..

7 june

2006-06-07T03:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday which is tue... after sch, when to celebrate my bday n candy bday together with my classmate n friends... we go swensen... queue long... need to wait 4 one hour leh... then we go walk walk lo... 2pm plus then can eat... each person order set meal which at least one cost $12 plus... wow... very expensive lo... but enjoy our self la... wei they all keep taking pic... bth they all... call me take also lo... but very ugly cause i tie my hair ma... total 14 ppl spent $200 plus... minus discount $160 plus... thank to cihui bf la... if not, no discount more exp lo... then decided candy pay $60 plus... i pay $100 cause my friend more la... no cake cause all full n no money liao... lol... but nvm... mummy today going to celebrate with me with a cake... woohoo... hehe... back home 5pm... wanna slp but need to wait 4 my bed to come... then 6pm then can slp... so decided to slp til 3am lo... then wake up n do homework... and yup... i wake up at 3am today... then blog... wanna go do homework liao... hehe... oh yah... thank all hu wish me happy bday n those hu given me the present... i like the present... like shuyu special present... like per pencil box... like wei they all give de ear ring n banglet... like the rest of my class mate give de bag... but y not pink... lol... k la... like all the present... just open the present... haha... k la... go do homework liao... last but not least, happy bday to myself n candy... bye...

5 june

2006-06-05T18:45:00.000+08:00

sat wanna do lots of thing but in the end done nothing... planning how to tell mum abt it... got an idea... write letter pass it on mon morning... sunday busy day... wake up at 10am... busy til 2pm packing room... keep sneezing... my nose r like that... then lunch til 3pm... do homework til 4pm... then slp til 7pm... then eat dinner til 9pm... then do homework til 1am... pass letter inside mum bag... feeling so scare... but no choice... then can't really slp... 430am wake up liao... 3 hours only of slp... saw her go out nv close light... first time... feel i make her so sad n lost... my heart feel diam bad... wanna cry out loud... bath n eat breakfast... then 7am go out liao... sch nothing special... lots of accounting homework... cause exam on thur... n i have no confident in it... after sch rush home... 2pm reach home... wait 4 the ppl to be here... diam scare to be home... but accually she nv say anything... thx mummy... i will learn my lesson... from 3 til 530pm was diam busy packing room... then see ai xin mo fa shi... see til 630pm... feel mingdao can give xiaobei xin fu... but i wanna richie to be with xiaobei... haiz... this show see til now, can say no hope in seeing liao... haha... but nice show la... really... then blog liao... later after dinner will do homework... sian la... tomolo early celebrate my bday... with another same day bday de bday gal... hope we have a nice day... k... thats all... bye...

2 june

2006-06-02T20:29:00.000+08:00

mon after sch go eat... then back to sch cause got hobbycraft... 5pm then can go home... sian lo... then tue nv go sch, cause so tired, don't feel like going, coughing as well, but no mc... wed go sch... another long day... after sch, kenghui company me go buy bed... then we go court see ah... then i see one nice de thing... n decided to buy... is one com table, one cabinet, one put bed de, one bed, one pillow, one com chair... total cost $2300++... i know very exp... n quite regreted liao... don't dare to tell mum... haha... it will arrive on mon... i will try to tell her... think she will kill me ba... haha... thur big mouth kenghui tell shuyu during the assembly abt i buy bed de thing... that shuyu shout til so loud, i think whole sch also know i spent 2000 dollar ba... after sch go eat kfc... 2pm plus go home... 3pm reach home... slp til 7pm... then wake up dinner... surf net til 9pm wanna stop but saw gino blog so til 10pm lo... then i go see accounting how to do... that gdwill i don't know how to do at all... cause that day teacher teach i nv come cause sick... then i til now still don't know how to do... sure die liao lo... but i see ah see ah... abit understand liao... hope can get a pass 4 the upcoming accounting CA on coming thur... slp at 1230am ba... today sch til 12pm... then go eat... 230pm reach home... was sick at sch til now... faster eat medicine then go slp til 6pm... then go cut hair... then bath... 7pm see show n eat dinner til 8pm... then blog liao lo... this weekend have lots of things to do... need to do costing homework i owe teacher... need to do accounting homework i owe teacher... need to study accounting exam... need to pack my room, throw watever don't need cause mon new thing coming... still wanna go find milk, wanna him to wish me happy bday... haiz... don't know can ma... don't know got time ma... sian la... this week feel i am broke... scare my plan 4 taiwan trip on july holiday cannot go... cause money la... oh yah... my bday coming... next wed wor... celebration on tue... woohoo... 19 year old... old liao i know... haha... k la... thats all... bye...

28 may

2006-05-28T20:21:00.000+08:00

wed long day of sch... after sch back home... sis call me, go out dinner with her... mum jealous, say i wanna bring her to fun fair always say no time... dotz... haiz... sis give me bday present... wow so early... haha... its a t-shirt... quite nice la... thur after sch have lunch with friend... then go cool zone take J-Star magazine... back home took a nap... fri after sch have lunch with friend... discuss their up coming charlet thing... til 2pm plus... then go home... took a nap til 430pm... then prepare to go work liao... after work back home... eat medicine, see show 4 2hours... then slp liao... sat wake up at 12pm... write letter 4 milk til 1pm plus... then pack bag til 130pm... then out i go... go buy food to mediacrop eat... reach there was 2pm plus ba... wait til 615pm then can go in... 730pm then start... standing there til 930pm... haha... superband milk was standing infront of me de stage... can talk to him... but i nv la... my friends keep talking to him... he got joke with us la... call him smile, he will smile n act abit pattern... cute leh... haha... my friend call milk give them took some of his pic... haha... then send me... wow.. shuai neh... haha... he is forever so cute n handsome n very nice person... superband was so high by soul n qinobi... milk mood was abit down... don't know wat happen... maybe i think too much... but still feel he smile to us abit not normal... k... nvm... enjoy myself... after that, then finally meet shuyu that latecomer... haha... accually she was inside mediacrop just now, but she late lo... let me so worry 4 her... cause her ticekt with me ma... then eat the dinner she buy 4 me lo... eat finish, chat with her friend til 1030pm ba... then go home... reach home almost 12am... eat medicine n see show til 1am then slp... today wake up at 2pm... then eat lunch n see show til 8pm with dinner la... then liu yan give milk n see jia zhu lo... then 10pm blog lo... kone pics... haha... yesterday de huo dong, gino was so handsome lo... haha... but his new hairstyle... hmmm, not so nice... hehe... but he is still shuai k... haha... his new show, wei xiao pasta, must support hor... although haven't act yet la... haha... that show got cyndi, zhang dong liang, one gal don't know hu la, n my gino bao bei... hehe... that show, should have kenji de... but he don't know y don't wanna act lo... haiz... k la... thats abt it... wed taxation CA... don't need study much... pass can liao... as i don't need to go to poly ma... next thur accounting CA... wat a nice present 4 my bday which fall on next wed... 14 june costing CA... lots of CA... wish me gd luck ba... k... thats all... bye...

23 may

2006-05-23T19:14:00.000+08:00

sat 6am wake up write letter... 7am pass it to kenghui... she going to 5566 autograph session... call her help me pass letter to sam... hehe... then play game til 10am... slp til 2pm... have lunch n bath... 330pm out i go... night time 5566... woohoo... high til end... great time... a feeling again come into my heart... if now de 5566 xiaodao r still in it, how would it be like... i know, it won't be possible... but... haiz... sam cute cute cute... haha... always so cute... handsome with some cuteness... hehe... back home was 12am le... slp lo... sunday afternoon feel not quite well... feel nothing much... so don't care... eat lunch... eat medicine 4 cough... play game til 4pm... then cannot stand... take a nap, thinking after that will be just fine... but no... 8pm wake up was like... still having fever... but no doctor liao... cause sunday ma... then eat dinner n faster eat medicine buy from mini market de la... then my mum crazy... call me faster go slp liao lo... k... i know she care... but i slp til 8pm leh... now wat time?? 9pm plus... i play game til 11pm or so then slp... hoping monday will be fine... nono... monday morning still fever... i faster go see docotr... but 830am take card to see... doctor 10am then come... win liao lo... i see show at home first... then 10am go down see lo... got fever 37.4... then he give me 2 days MC call me take a gd rest... n 2 week from no pe... as my cough r worst... then eat lunch... then eat medicine...then play game n see show til 5pm... slp awhile til 8pm... see superband n eat dinner... superband milk was so cute lo... ke ai til i cannot stand... keep crazy abt him... haha... his every move so cute... kawaii... 9pm eat medicine... then liu yan see thing til 1130pm... see superband til 12am... then see show til 1am... then slp liao... today 5am wake up... eat abit n eat medicine... see show til 7am... when back to slp... 1pm wake up... eat lunch til 2pm... eat medicine... see show til 3pm... do accounting til 7pm.... then eat dinner til 8pm... then blog liao lo... should slp early... but... 10pm need medicine leh... so 11pm slp ba... haiz... hehe... tomolo sch... sian, sure die liao... missed 2 days of sch... ask friends they say teacher teach alots liao... haiz... somemore very difficult leh... die liao die liao... oh yah... 2 day ago, very angry... with one friend?? or should her be not my friend... a selfish friend... a copy cat friend... y she always make ppl so dislike her de... i see wat show she also wanna copy me see... don't think she know got many ppl don't like her ba... accually i am okey with her... but she make me more n more dislike her lo... that day really very angry... feel like killing her... haiz... hope she will realise her mistake n change 4 better... if not, lost is hers, not me... k... thats all... bye...

19 may

2006-05-19T18:21:00.000+08:00

today is friday... no sch... all ite no sch today... cause some voting reason n have leave 4 teacher de la... k... let start from monday... nothing much... see ai qing mo fa xi ba... sch normal sian... tue after sch go buy ai qing mo fa xi de soundtrack... reach home heard not bad, nice leh... tell kenghui my mp3 all will be 183 club de liao... she bth me... haha... then see er mo zai shen bian... from esp 6 see til finish de esp 20... esp 19 n 20 then very touching... got cry leh... hehe... that guy la... break with that gal with so hurting words... ending not bad la... quite nice show... haha... see til 11pm... crazy gal do crazy thing... go bath... then rush homework til wanna 2am then slp... like that nvm but wats more is wed is a long day... i sure tired de... haha... wed nothing much... long day... back home see shao nian n shui zui dai zhong... homework nv do... lalala... thur 12pm reach home after sch... wait 4 sister to call... so see wan quan... see til 3pm still haven't call... she slping when i call her... if i know, i slp first liao... she say later call me... i wait til 4pm plus... i call her again... she then say okey liao... i say i haven't okey... call her wait 4 me... i go bath n end up make til 6pm then can meet her up... we go eat abit first... then go cwp shop... spent $30... omg... feel everytime go out with her sure will spent alot de... or is it i too long no one company me shopping liao, so i too long nv shop, so i will buy so many... don't know leh... dinner 8pm... then walk fun fair... then i go my house put thing... then go her house play game... til 12am... then i go home... wanna go home alone... pig say wanna sent me... i say don't need liao... he insist... no choice... he is gd man... i know it... but long story la... haha... he fri still need to work morning wor... really feel disturning him... haha... nvm... over le... he like can liao... haha... today wake up at 9am... make hair til 10am... then pack thing n out i go to airport... as usual... eat bread on the way to airport in bus... reach airport 1130am... milk come out at 1155am... shuyu missed him, as she was late... i very guai... nv disture him... guai guai just follow him to car park... he know i am here... haha... so sweet lo... he look at me n smile... melts melts melts liao la... haha... thats wat i wants... although spented 3 hour of my time today, just to see him 4 10min or less... but i feel is zhi de de... his smile is all i want... miss him lots... thats y i am down to see him... tomolo don't have superband ticket... so go 56 concert lo... yesterday have a difficult things to think... which is should i go superband or 56 concert... both free... i choosed milk... but as today no ticket 4 tomolo milk de superband... so i go 56 concert lo... just now at airport, 56 de jason n tony come first 1135am SQ flight... zax is 2pm de shanghai flight... sam is tomolo 11am de SQ flight... at least confirm is sam got come... haha... k la... just now liu yan to milk n kenji... kenji that show wanna act but nv act liao... today find out k-one gino n darren is taking over... feel is company discision... so no comment... know lao da wanna act de... hai... nvm... lets wait 4 laoda new album n hope he got new show coming up la... miss him lots... n of course gino new show n k-one new ablum... miss gino lots too... today airport friends keep disturing me... say xiaodao this n that... make me wanna kill them... haha... miss xiaodao most... haha... k la... i eat medicine, abit tired... go slp awhile... just cough k... bye...

14 may

2006-05-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

today is sunday again... another week flies... thur night slp at 12am or so lo... fri working whole day... leg pain... 4pm til 6pm de break when out with christie to eat n company her shop... see buy one or two skirt la... i got saw one nice de... but nv buy... haiz... cause i have many skirt liao... after work back home... see one esp of wan quan then slp liao... sat wake up at 1pm... see wan quan n eat lunch til 3pm... still slacking... accually can slack de... cause i memory lost... thot this week sunday is 20 may liao... so must rush homework... then suddenly remember... so i go out find my sis lo... at there see er mo zai shen bian til esp 6... then time was 8pm... go out to cwp 4 dinner at pizza huts... spend quite alots... less then $30 ba... eat abit... no mood cause i got eat that medicine 4 cough... then the thing was so strong til i feel dizzy... left half of the pizza... bring back 4 that pig head to eat... haha... then buy something lo... back to her house was 10pm le... pig head eat 2/3 of the half pizza left... xiaolong eat 1/3 of it... i go see er mo zai shen bian til esp 8... then go home at 1130pm... time i left, pig head n the rest was aslp liao... haha... was a pig head room seeing... he can still slp til like pig... haha... back home was 12am plus... slp lo... today wake up at 1pm... see wan quan til 2pm... eat til 3pm... slack til 4pm... yah... still slacking... then slp til 6pm... yah... i am pig too... then wake up, still see wan quan til 7pm... then diam fucking sad with mum n bro... kao... make my mood when so down til i break down... yah... cried again... don't know y i try so hard, yet she is so like my bro n not me... mohter day n her bday every time i celebrate with her... my bro today is his turn to treat her... but he nv... wat dinner was meggie mee... yet she so like him... so let me feel y am i trying so hard... paying so much money... yet she is not happier with me yet happier toward him hu paying nothing... feeling diam sad... feeling giving up on everythings... i am just a gal with no one loving me... no matter how hard i try... feeling lost... so thats y i am a gal hu now don't need love... just money that can keep me alive... happiness is wat?? i don't think i remember wat is it le... 9pm do accounting n costing homework til 1130pm... then blog... wanna slp le... gd night... bye...

11may

2006-05-11T17:46:00.000+08:00

time fly... its another week... diam stressful week... account more n more difficult... costing also so difficult... tax no hope... haiz... i had try to be a gd gal le... got come sch every day... bring home homework to do... no homework bring book back to revise... but no matter how hard i try... i am that slow... always don't know how to do... think my friends also will give up on me soon... haiz... will try harder... just scare i will break down n gone mad... yesterday when my friends house... see the show he download 4 me... hehe... see 4 esp ba... see til 11pm plus... haha... on the way home... thinking of ppl hu care 4 me... maybe my life need them as friends... not more then friends... i know he treat me very gd til i touched by his goodness... but feeling is not there... hope he understand... maybe i don't believe in love le... cause zhen ai suan shen me... i don't believe there is any zhen ai in this world... n don't ever believe tian chang di jiu de ai qing... there isn't... hurts is wat love r all abt... reach home 12am... faster slp... just now accounting lesson, teacher say must do finish question 7... i try very hard... but i keep wanna slp liao... in the end, finish but cannot balance... haiz... tomolo working whole day... sunday will do homework... as 4 sat, maybe working maybe milk... haha... 3 more day can see ai qing mo fa xi another esp le... haha... can't wait... sam... ahhh... hehe... kenji new show kanna cut off... he say cause he wanna prepare 4 new album n help xiaomei compose song... but i don't think so... k... nvm... gino bao bei... hehe... he liuyan 2 times... so ke ai... a week full of gino... keke... sch life is so #!%$%$%!... who can give me the courage n energy to move forward... ... ... ... ...

8may

2006-05-08T21:18:00.000+08:00

weekend... fri night working... sat whole day slack... play com game... haha... sunday go out with my god sis... we go shopping... b4 we go, my bro say wanna buy new bag... i call him cannot buy cause his bag haven't spoil... but in the end, i go buy new bag n i got 2 new bag... omg... haha... one slim bag white colour... one normal sch bag black colour... after that, 6pm at RC sushi tei eat dinner... with shuyu, cihui, xiaolong, his pal, my god sis lo... spend $130++ but got 15% discount... so end up pay $120++ only... anger abit of it... cause i tell that person i have nv use the towel... then he nv hear... i say again, then he put in billing sheet... then at cashier they still count the towel money... kao... this is service ma?? k... another thing is... i waitress of sushi tei ma... then got 3 free ice cream... i order 3 different de... then came 2 of wat i order... but one smaller ice cream of wat i didn't order... then somemore is manager do one... kao... k... but... i thot she forget will go n change 4 me... but nv lo... omg... haiz... after that rush cab to my pal home see tou yu 2... last esp... ending xiaozhu die... whaha... i very bad... 1030pm go home... go yiwei house take my COM... haha... then reach home 11pm... faster go slp... lesson 8am... 6am must wake up le... today taek my new bag to sch... haha... shuyu say i carry like 40 years old aunty... wao lao... got meh?? haiz... teacher release at 1245pm... reach home wanna 2pm... play game til 3pm... slp til 6pm... see ai qing mo fa si n dinner til 8pm... see super band til 9pm... then blog liao... tomolo lesson again... haiz... sian 1/2... now go do homework accounting de... don't know know how to do or not... haiz... tonight will slp at 1130pm... cause 11pm go superband result show... haha... see hu will be out... k... bye...

4 may

2006-05-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

hey... few days nv blog le... accually nothing much... sch life r boring... sch reopen, i am trying my best to be gd gal... hope i can be a gd gal n lesser mc... haha... today trying very hard to not to fall asleep in class... but... too bad la... got homework le... another one year... don't think will be smooth... haiz... tomolo still got sch... after sch night still working... mine life... nvm... hope sat can get ticket to see milk... hope sunday can see milk 4 more then just that time de 1min... and ya... sunday going out with my god sister... haha... shopping n nice dinner at sushi tei... woohoo... can't wait 4 that day to arrive... hehe... hope tomolo teacher won't give so many homework... haha... me very bad... this few day seeing taiwan de show... act by 183 club... call ai qing mo fa si... see til esp 8 le... nice show... ahhhh... feel i like 5566 de sam liao... haha... tell kenghui that i like him... she say sam very flirt de... see gal all like de... then i think abit... then i say nvm... haha... cause i feel that although he is a flirt guy... but if can give him love, no matter wat, its worth it... k... i know i am mad le... i know i lost my mind le... watever... he is great guy... his acting let me fall in love with him... haha... don't worry... i confirm can say no one can ever replace xiaodao in my heart... hehe... just see finish kang xi lai le part 2... last part le... let me know more of him when he is like my age... feel although he is very blur... haha... i sure will still like him... now de him, same looks... but lesser idol looks... but from my heart, he is always the xiaodao i uses to love... haha... k la... gd night... bye...

1 may

2006-05-01T13:55:00.000+08:00

yesterday 11am was at airport... 1230pm send off milk... after tat, have a discussion on things... then 2pm go fetch my friends to go bugis shopping... bought a PureMilk shirt... hehe... then 7pm eat sushi at sakae sushi at cwp... yummy... hehe... wow... spent $120 on the food... hehe... only pay $20, the rest one guy pay... then 9pm at friends house see tou yu 2... see finish, we see vcd call i am not stupiq 2... hey... touching leh... funny also... haha... time was 11pm liao... the house full of laughter... then 2pm reach home... see i download de wan quan yu le... gino that one... saw b4 but not full esp de... now see full de... today wake up at 1pm... see ai xin mo fa shi... act by 183 club... nice... just see esp 1 only... more thing to see coming my way... can't wait to see the game show by 56... cause got gino la... dai zhong also got him... and won't be forgotten de xiaodao... tonight he will be at kang xi lai le... haha... nice nice nice... later night working... tired... but k la... jia you... bye...

29 apr

2006-04-30T00:16:00.000+08:00

just came back from work... tired... leg pain... 2 more days to difficult life... haiz... tomolo finally will have chance to see milk le... yeah... haha... going to send off him... after that, going to discuss something... after that, going shopping... hehe... great days ahead... woohoo... i shall enjoy... taiwan there, tomolo dai zhong got gino... argh... need to wait til next week or next next week then can see him... but nvm... i will wait... miss him lots... hehe... k... bye...

yes tod tomo

2006-04-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

yesterday which is wed working night... quite okey... nothing much... yummy salmon mentai sushi left... haha... of course i eat la... so nice... hehe... oh yah... i didn't mention abt our sushi tei new open outlet at city hall mrt there... hmmm raffles link there... 3 floor... beside food court... haha... use computer de wor... find one day will go down with my working pal to eat... haha... miss sushi tei food... hehe... today nothing much... whole day play game... tomolo install scv at friends house... then i from may 1, will everyday go his house see tv le... no choice but to like that... cause my parent wanna cut off my scv le... haiz... tomolo working night... hope everything turns out right... hehe... oh yah... 4 more enjoying day... counting down to my terriable days... which is sch reopening... haiz... freaking sch lifes... k... bye...

JJ party

2006-04-24T15:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday... after work... go JJ party... at JJ party there, got many special guest... got superband de J3... got Jun Yang... JJ parents... the party was great... rocks man... like this cute cute de xin jia po de jiao ao JJ lin jun jie... hehe... he got sign concert ticket... i got buy... but cannot sign... cause mine ticket is special de... very infront de... not 4 sales de... heard is near Jun Jie n Jun Yang's parent de seat wor... hehe... haha... diam happy... k... JJ concert ticket is 4 sales now at sistic... go n buy ba... won't regret... he is great spore singer... must support... k... thats all... bye...

sick

2006-04-22T01:56:00.000+08:00

hello everyone... i am sick again... yah... nv take care... everynight 5am then slp... sick? serve me right... haha... k la... i only sore throat n flu... will take care from now... haha... but when recover le, must see will i take gd care of myself le or not... haha... just come back from working throu i sick... tomolo also will be working... sunday too... wish me gd luck ba... bye...

result

2006-04-20T20:17:00.000+08:00

result is out... everyone out there... don't ever ask me mine result... thx... thats will hurts me more... thats abt it...

20 apr

2006-04-20T01:45:00.000+08:00

after 1 week or more... i finally settled it... fixed my friend internet problem... yah... 1 week... just now at my friends house to fix it... and we had a super from mac delivery... yummy... hehe... but not so hot, so not so nice... expected le... 45min... $17... sat milk coming... hahaha... me working... my luck... so sad lo... don't know him coming until i putted my working schedule in... miss him lots... haha... liu yan call him come my working place to find me... i know is not possible again... but... i will hope for it, no matter how low the chances will be... as low as 0.01% i will still wish n hope to see him... kenji... laoda... liuyan... saying he is busy... diam busy... new acting show, compose song, writing song, attending awards program, all on april... a pic of him... shuai... hehe...

http://album.sina.com.cn/pic/4837fcd00200023o

17 apr

2006-04-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

today working... nothing much... haha... that new supervisor... he really thot i am zhaoli's son gf... haha... laugh until i stomache... but i nv tell him i am not or rather yes... haha... let him think much much... hehe... missing milk much... i think this thur also cannot get the ticket ba... haiz... nvm... if cannot, fri morning will send him off... don't care le... so long nv see him le... miss him lots... haha... my manager now know i got chase idol de... thx to milk that day go my working place eat... was trying to help my friends fix starhub internet thing... but is so difficult... we spend abt one hold week le... still not able to fix... haiz... k... thats abt it... bye...